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Monday, May 30, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

bleah. slept really alot today. woke up only lyk 12pm. haha. =P i slept at around 2 plus yesterday. AGAIN.

well. had my erm. breakfast at 12 plus. haha. den watched abit of tv. did emaths homework. graph again. so only did one qn in e end. no mood to do. bleah. den started reading angels n demons by dan brown. a great book! though its juz e starting only. haha.

read read read den fell asleep. im juz tt pig. can still sleep after sleeping for so much. hehe. came online. chatting. as usual. was chatting with andy. den he told me some stuff. haha. he was lyk asking me this and that. n asked me wat to do now. haha. relax la ya. c how it goes lor. n he's now in hongkong! his homeland. haha.

nothing on tmr i guess. but tuition at 7pm. so late. i wanna watch tv one lor. but nvm.. can watch while having tuition. =P haha.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

here i am blogging at wierd timing again. haha.

well. slept really late yesterday. was online disuccsing something with lanz. den stayed online to blog n stuff. slept around 2. and woke up at 745? so early lor. maths tuition at 830.

supposed to go for RnD meeting after that. but it was cancelled. everyone v busy. got gb. china trip n stuff. dey leaving tmr. miss ya ppl. take care. (=

did some amaths homework while waiting for lanz(bb). got to discuss abt some council stuff. i finished lyk e 1st page. haha. relations n functions. juz taught us. but luckily my tuition teacher taught me le. tts y noe how to do.

wenta clementi macs to hav lunch while having our discussion. went home after tt. been sleeping frm 3 plus to 7. bleah. bathed n had my dinner. did some filing. started doing e amaths again at around 845. was doing until lyk 1030. den came online. im so happy. i finished lyk almost e whole woksheet le. last page. few more questions to go. it's lyk. i was doing until i couldnt stop. haha.

alright. i juz cant seem to sleep now. haha. anyway. new skin!!! ((= YAY!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

okay. im going crazyyy soooon.

thursday was GREAT!! coz.. it was e last day of school!! HAHA. i was damn hyper in school. except for sometimes when i was really v sianz diao. aha. had council meetin after tt. den mentoring common meeting. but it was den postponed. how sad. not many turned up. ah well. had training. we played games. thats wat i lyk abt training. haha. played wif e sec 4s oso. dey gonna sit for e chinese os paper le. good luck n all e best man! (=

//friday

meet the parents. my duty's frm 11 till 230. can sleep longer. yay! but i auto wake up at 550. -_-" that's e time i'll wake up if i oversleep. haha. woke up at 6 plus oso. but i FINALLY woke up at 745. haha. bathed n stuff. changed into e long blouse n skirt. had breakfast. n wenta school. went up to e hall. less than one min. DONE. -_-" asked my mom to come juz for this one min? or even less than that? zhang lao shi was saying tt im guai. but results not good. aiya. all e teachers oso sae around e same thing one wat. den my mom told her tt i was v busy. den everytime v tired when i reached home. den mdm lee sae time management. ya i noe. hu dunno? but e thing is.. easy said than to be done.

duty was pretty ok. but my legs v tired!!! as usual. tts e only thing tt i dun lyk abt doing duty. especially wif THAT kinda shoes. had lunch at westmall burger king at 3? woah man.

im so busy tmr. gonna ahav tuition at 8 in e morning. den RnD at parc oasis at 1030. den gonna go school to meet lanz to discuss abt some stuff at 130.

and i'm now trying my vey best to plan my time. -_-'

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

feeling wierd. haha.

raining in e morning. shared e umbrella with aaron. thanks ya. haha. reached school. abit drenched though. emaths was fun. miss ng was happy. crappy. everyone oso happy n crappy. HAHA.

english. mrs koh. she so funny. haha. ORCA. read abt this article of parents choosing e gender of e babies that dey wan with e advance of technology. -_-"

had fishball noodles for recess. coz i noe we'll be rushing to toa payoh after school. haha. hcl was as sianz as ever. no change. chem was fun. miss liang was with us too. i love her man! shes NICE. (= geography. omg. sianz ahhh... 3 periods summore. faints.

wenta e locker. wenta e canteen. waiting for e others to go. toa payoh to watch e Adiv netball finals. acjc vs hci. nice game. acjc won. bought macs on e way there. was lyk rushing everything. saw chee wei. haha.

took train home. den asked us to alight at yishun. coz THAT train going to rest. haha. idiotic lor. i was sleeping so soundly. den MADE to wake up. n couldnt sleep after tt. wasted.

reached home. usual stuff. was doing my amaths homework while watching tv. cant stand it. now got SO MANY nice shows lor!

got a call frm joy yeo. OHNO. i gt duty on fri meet e parents!!! got to wear those blazer. skirt. stockings. n THOSE shoes. dieeee.

tmr's e last day of school. woah. that's fast. hmmm.

o ya. pris's online! chatted with her. missed her so much mann. she's coming back on e 1st july!!! cant wait for tt day to come. she told me tt she neva cut hair for around 5 months le. den i lloked at e pics seh sent me. hair oso not v long. her hair grow so slow. haha. she looks good with long hair. haha. she's coming back for lyk 2months?! that's so cool man. luckily not v short. haha. yay! i'm feeling so happy now. (=

gonn ahav training tmr. and heard tt we gonna hav a game with e sec 4s tmr. yay! i miss playing with them.

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i woke up late. expected. coz i slept at around 2.

so took train. wenta school with samantha seah. was really hyper this morning. dunno y oso. haha. but it was lyk. hmmm. feeling kinda down after pe or something. pe so boring. shotput. throwing some stupid softballs. den got back e results during recess. OMG la. did really really v bad. sighs. im top 10! but wait. FROM THE BACK!! :'(

i saw my results. it's SHIT! i tried to control myself frm using this word. but i couldnt take it anymore. getting a c5 for english. b3 for hcl. c5 for emaths. b4 for amaths. c6 for physics. a2 for bio and chem. d7 for combined humans. i really can go kill myself already. sighs.

den shermaine's head hit my mouth or something. den bleed. wah. i c blood can faint one lor. den when i look into e mirror. it's as if lyk im vomiting blood. damn scary. i c until i cried. how stupid. but oso bcoz tt it's painful la. haha.

went home after having lunch at dover.

all i want now. is juz a break.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

back from malaysia!! ((=

sorta lyk relax for e past 3 days. phew. got to get e sleep i needed. and e word is FINALLY! haha.

//saturday

had tuition early in e morning. learnt abt functions! haha. den took 198 to xiang feng's house. parc oasis. for RnD experiment. wenta her gym. trying to figure out how to find e heart rate. spent quite some time to find e stupid heart rate monitor. haha. den finally found it. joelynn started running. tiff din run. coz she sick. amanda. tiff and i wenta e 7eleven. bought popcorn! and drinks! damn thirsty lor. but we dunno how to make e popcorn. so asked e person to help us. haha. e 7eleven damn far frm xiangfeng's house lor. dey still come tell me v near. n i followed them. haha.

got back. o man. joelynn been running for 45mins le!! OMG. crazy lor!! so she was running while we were cheering her on and eating. popcorn and OREO. haha. havig party in e gym. while e poor joelynn was running. can u imagine that? we were supposed to do e experiment to find her maximum heart rate for tt day. she had to run 90mins. madness lor! joelynn was lyk so tired. take care ya? thanks for your contribution to e group. HAHA.

went home. it was raining monkeys n gorillas. and i was damn tired. took one round. den almost missed my stop. phew. bathed. packed my thinkgs n went back to malaysia.

celebrated my bro's birthday. so jealous of him! he got chocolate ice cream cake! hmph! den got more ppl to celebrate for him! *jealousssss*

nvm. haha. had an early night. was really tired

//sunday

e 9th year my grandma died or something. den cooked alot of stuff. many ppl came. aiyo. as uaual. i eat until sianz. faints. my youngest aunt came back! coz her bf's coming e next day to ask for marriage. cool.

wenta kluang in e evening. went shopping. my mom n i spent lyk 500. haha. i go ask y my aunt go get married at 35. so old lor. but she looks v young though. asked alot of stupid things. haha.

//monday

had my roti prata in e morning! YAY! ((= came back lyk around 1 plus. and reached sg around 5plus. stopping at some places too. that's y so long. haha.

still got emaths graph and amaths exercise 6a. bleah. luckily tmr no maths! heng ahh.

e zhangg lao shi wenta call my dad. den now my mom going on fri to get my report book. sianz. i did so badly lor. sighs. nvm. may be go ask my mom to call e school telling them tt she not going. since my mom oso dun wanna go. haha. =P

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

one whole week. of sadness. madness. tiredness. sighs.

got back lyk almost all my ppr marks. i failed 2 subjects. and my first f9 in my life. i got a c5 or c6 for english. d7 for emaths? OMG. i failed my emaths. overall summore. juz coz of e trigo test. i wonder if dey will add e CA marks. i hope so. c5 for amaths. SO MANY Cs eh? and even my hcl. i got a b4. SIGHS. and a F9 for my geog elective! i only got one A. not and a1 but an a2 for chem. at least i passed my last 2 physics tests. heh. but still got a c6 or c5 for physics. b4 or b3 for bio. O MAN. i dunno how im gonna show my parents dis kinda results.

tuesday was e last debate workshop. FINALLY. a waste of time!

had training on wednesday. our 1st training. haha. pretty fun. trained with medicine balls.

thursday. flu. sore throat. din want to go for training at 1st. but went for training in e end. was playing in e rain. coz e shooters shooting. helped to do e 3 feet hands over and pick e balls.

friday. really sick. trying to keep myself awake. kept sneezing. my voice sounds really wierd.

gonna hav tuition tmr. den going to xiangfeng's house for RnD project. den gonna go back to malaysia. and tmr's my bro's birthday! haha.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

woke up rather early today. it was drizzling. wat a nice weather to sleeeep. but got to wake up early for tuition. went for tuition. graphs graphs and MORE graphs.

wenta meet up with lanz. dionel. evan. mary. nirma. receeing for e council outing. i was lyk lost. den dey came to find me at e macs at serene centre? if im not wrong. discussed abit. den walked thru e botanical garden. to orchard. summore so hot. i wearing black. took 7 to cine. e air con damn shiok!

wenta cine bk. had our lunch. miss ng late!! discussed abt e council outing. damn fun. haha. she asked lanz help her buy food. den bought e students meal. saved money. haha. she couldnt finish e fries. kept giving lame excuses to make mary n i to eat. since we were e nearest to her. haha. asked us to eat one if we neva contribute in 1 min. she made mary to eat alot. haha. n oso some stupid game. lyk e names of flowers. names of fruits. mary ended up eating alot. HAHA.

mary n i went heereen to walk around. getting ppl's presents. took 14 to queensway after tt. both of us v tired. were sleeping. suddenly woke up. saw buildings. den juz went to wake mary up straight away. bleah. but we were only at bukit merah. din sleep after tt. scared we miss e stop. while mary was sleeping so soundly. *jealous*

walked around. for quite long. got e presents. took 198. wahhh. finally can sleep peacefully. coz my stop is e last stop. jurong point. LOL! haha. got home really tired. heard abt e earthquake frm e news. no wonder we can feel some wierd vibrations when we were at macs. haha.

gonna hav a good sleep tonight. got tests on mon!! sighs. ohno. dunno got wat homework.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i'm so PISSED with my com! argh!! suddenly got so many problems! !!!!!!

spent my whole night fixing it. summore when im not some IT pro? i dunno anything abt e com. except coming online and listening to songs. and stuff lyk that?

din come online for lyk 1 week already. coz of e stupid com. stupid stupid stupid!! HMPH! been getting back my test papers for this whole week. sighs. did really badly for all subjects. 5 out of 30 for emaths trigo test. that's e most frightenting part. sighs. i got 15.5 out of 30 for biology!!!! :'( failed my amaths!!! 12 out of 30!!!!! :'( but for physics? i passed. first time since e start of school. but it's really juz passed only. sighs. 20 out of 40!!! -_-" :'( i got 75 for e total overall for e chinese prelim. which is so far e only good results. though only got 75. but nvm la. i dun really care abt this chinese prelim. din even study for it. and i failed my english compre oso. sighs sighs sighs!!!

was really sad when i got back e amaths paper. failed lor! dis is e 2nd time i failed. i guess i'll get a c6 for my amaths in my report book for mid year. and ya. will be getting back e report book on the 27th may. sighs. report book. sighs. sec 3 is really e starting of failing tests. ssssiiiiiigggghhhhhhssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've neva failed so many subjects before. last time e most is only maths. now is physics. and even chinese?!( e stupid kao cha that shooting star gave us). and even if i passed. it's borderline pass. sighs. WHAT IS THIS?!

and now our security system in school is so good now? e field fenced up. with 2 security guards summore. and all e craps. and soon e cctvs? o man. but cool eh? sighs.

i'm feeeellliinnngggg so sad nowwww.. sighsss. it's lyk everyone so sad today? after getting those test papers. sigghhhsss. gonna be so busy during e june holiday. sighhhssss. wat holiday is this??? sigghhhsss. the thing that troubles me now is how am i going to show my parents my report book when i dun even dare to show them my test papers now? siiiigggghhhhhssss. )= 27th may is lyk in 2 weeks time or something? sssiiiigggghhhhhsss.

gonna hav amaths and hcl test on monday. and chem test on tues. siiiiigggghhhhssss.

holiday's coming. but i dun think ill be enjoying it. sssiiiiggghhhhssss. gonna hav netball trainings? meet up for R n D. and theres ALOT to do for R n D. e experimetns. e writeups? analysis? all e craps. and not everyone's free. council camp. may be got remedials? (e school still organizing it) and theres some council captais ball frm e 20th to 25th. where we'll be playing with councils frm other schools. my holiday is lyk fully packed already. was thinking of having a break. but i dun think it's possible now. siiiiiigggghhhhhssss. :'(

i dun wan to hav this kind of life. siiiigggghhhhhssss. :'(

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

OUTWARD BOUND is juz so SUPER FUN man!! haha. woke up really early. took cab with sam seah, mary and martha to school. ours bags super heavy. but saw some ppl e bag super small. *jealous*. took bus there. everyone rather excited. but NOT me. haha.

-DAY 1

got there. we got to know our grouping. got nirma. evan goh. sam seah. nick. chris in my group. e rest i din really noe. but got to noe them beta after that. dey r really funny ppl. especially hansen! haha.

my group is called "DA GAMA". haha. all named after some famous ppl one. and e instructor's daphne. she's damn cool. damn strong. woah man. haha. went for kayaking. taught us how to use e paddles n stuff. capsize drill. how to rescue oso. i partnered wif chris. its beta to partner wif a guy. to carry e kayak. haha. we were all supposed to do capsize drill. but i neva do. was busy rescuing ppl until we all neva capsize. haha. heng ah. i dun wanna get wet.

got w things. went to our campsite n pitch tents. taught how to pitch tents. e guys were pitching e tents while e gals were cooking dinner. we got hansen to help us start e fire n opening e canned food. good to hav him. we gals r not that strong to open those cans. and not as skilled as him to start a fire. haha. but we noe how to COOK. =P we cooked rice. cooking rice's really a challenge. e rice we cooked's pretty hard. bbut it was considered v good already. haha. with sausages, sardines. curry chicken. o man. dinner was GREAT! w guys were lyk thanking e gals for coking such a nice meal. muhahahaha! many of us smelled of smoke. argh! =(

-Day 2
got wken up by NICK! he's crazy man! he actually woke me up at lyk 2 plus?! asking if i got watch. wat time is it? blah blah. he asked me wheres e beach. potnted e direction of e beach to him. den he looked looked looked. dunno wat he doing oso. n came telling me wat this light v long or wateva and tt he thinks that its around 4 or 5. he went to wake chris up. and got e time frm eng hwee. and e time was only 245!! *faints* and my hand was aching really badly at that time. its lyk. i juz open up my palm. there would be such a pain that can last for 5 mins. and it became worst after that. i couldnt even move my hand. not at all. i move 1cm can pain for 5 mins. wah. and cried in e middle of e night. aiyooo. luckily it got beta in e morning. den nick n chric woke us up at aronund 5 plus. washed up n stuff. we were e 1st group to be at e store. had our breakfast. got e stuff ready for e day.

some briefing. was taugh how to belay. belaying v tiring. sianz. needa use lots of strength. and e different calls.

am i on belay?
no, u r not.

that's me.

squeeze check.
pull check.

climbing.
climb on.

instructor's check.

cool eh? haha.

had our lunch. went for ROCK CLIMBING after that. damn cool! mick made it seem so easy to climb. haha. i wenta climb a more difficult one. got up halfway. den tired. rested for awhile. coz e wall was slanted. so i couldnt touch e wall. to try n hold on to start climbing. so had to come down. wasted man. basket. i wanted to complete it so muchhhh!!! =(

packed t things for e hike. we hiked to camp 1. obs got 2 camps. camp 1 and 2. we were at camp 2. camp 1's e beta one. good facilities. nice n clean. we were e 1st to get there. we got to choose e areas that we wan to pitch oour tents. pitched our tents facing e sea. so that got air. haha. went to bathe after that. had dinner in e cookhouse. dinner's now provided. cool! dun need to cook. haha.

went to meet up with daphne. tok n stuff. played some game. blindfolded trying to find e rope. and forming a square. we were considered pretty smart. we travelled in a square together. covering one big area at e same time. found e rope. n juz simply pass e rope to e person next to us. n making sure tt e person hu's supposed to be e 4 corners to be standing perpendicular to amother person. e rope was too long n we made a double layer square. and tt came wif e "double layer double layer square" by ven. e way he said it was super damn funny. out of tune or something lyk tt. haha. and that sorta became our watch's cheer? -_-'

we had some "dots game". gals r called "mary" and guys " harry"

it will goes lyk that:

"hi mary."
"yes harry"
"tell mary"

this goes on. depends on hu telling hu. and e thing is it's oways hi den yes den tell. usually ppl will sae back hi after e person saying hi to them. haha. den e person will get one dot on e face. den e person hu gt e dot will no longer be harry or mary. he or she will be called 1 dot. haha. and this goes on. hansen got 6 dots lor! broke record! haha. i got 2 dots. suay. e 4 of us. hansen. rajesh. me and tara were made to do pole dance. OMG. hansen n rajech did a great job. so SEXY! haha. but tara n i neva dance. bleah. juz kept going around e pole. LOL! we made daphne to dance too. hers's not e real pole dance. but a dance created by herself. haha. (= great day. had an early night. yup.

-Day 3
we had inverted tower. inside was to climb some ring or wateva it is. dunno how to say. using rope staircase. 2 ppl buddy n climbing together. helping each other. evan goh n nick started climbing e outside one. which was some hanging ladder den logs joined together. i was belaying evan goh. o man. i belayed for lyk 45 mins? until i wanna die lor. hands damn tired. dey din managed to complete. sadd.

i rested while. den daphne asked us go climb. so nirma went to climb. i climbed too fast for e ladder. so waited for nirma to get up together. we were connected by a buddy belt. haha. e starting of climbing e logs. that was tough. but nirma coulndt take it anymore. her toe hurts. she got some injury. so i go no choice but to stop n go down. went down. went up AGAIN with a guy. eng hwee. super tired already lor. climbed twice after belaying near to one hour. where will hav strength to climb? -_-" *faints* but no choice. climbed. gettin on onto e 1st log was pretty ok. but needa balance v well. no support one. canno pull on e rope oso. sianz. i started climbing up 1st. den had to help pull eng hwee up. hes not some strong guy. so it turned out to be me helping n pulling him instead of him helping n pulling me. -_-" when im already SO TIRED? sianz.

i had to lyk depend on myself to get up. use lotsa of stregth doing koala bear to get up. trying to balance myself. (theres nothing to hold on to) and letting him to step on my feet to get up. and oso pulling him at e same time. can u imagine that? a GUY summore. OMG. climbed lyk abt 4-5 logs. den he couldnt take it anymore. so went down. i wanted to complete it soo much. it would be much easier if i were taller. argh! had lunch. got ready to hike to our next campsie. set out in e late afternoon. it rained halfway. so had to walked back to camp 1. since we were still quite near to camp 1. it was cat 1. where theres thunder n lightning. sianz.. shoulders so tired. carrying those super heavy backpacks! heavier n bigger than me? heh. -_-"

it was raining monkeys n gorillas. had e sea expedition briefing. KAYAKING around PULAU UBIN! OMG!! e route super long lor. going one big round. heh. summore got 2 danger areas. e parts where we'll be near e south china sea. where there's strong currents pushing us back n stuff.and also e jetty. where bum boats move in and out there. where theres lots traffic. dangerous man. we had to continue non stop close to one another at these 2 zones.

instructors cooked for us to eat after e briefing. can u blif it? instructors cooking for us! haha. instant noodles. not bad not bad. thanks daphne. (= we started hiking with our heavy backpacks after dinner at 630 after raining. it was v cooling. we were lyk hiking pretty fast. coz v late already. so dark. mosuitoes. complete in darkness at e campsite. we had to pitch our tents in darkness. only using our torchlights. no toilets no nothing. we can only do our businesses in e wilderness. interesting eh? and heard that there were 2 wild boars? scary seh. luckily i din c them. if not i'll freak out! haha. we din get to bathe. so i went into e tents. using wet wipes to clean myself. asking nirma to keep a lookout outside. feeling so much more refreshed. haha.

-Day 4

had breakfast. some morning stretching for kayaking. startin transferring our backpacks onto e boats. launched e kayaks. it was already 8 plus when all e kayaks were launched. started our sea ex. my right eye was damn painful. coz sam seah gave me e wrong eye drop to put into my eye. faints. haha. eye was lyk so super painful. abit swollen. no mood to kayak with my eye lyk that. but juz kept on paddaling. had our lunch on some v small island. cant remember e name. but it was really v small! haha.

my right eye was much beta after lunch. started to feel v hyper. got e mood to kayak. and e momentum. was chatting with chris while kayaking. talking abt 3f n stuff. missed 3f! we suddenly started kayaking damn fast. haha. was lyk at e front. e sky was soon covered with black clouds. strong winds blowing. thunders and lightnings. e instructors were askking us to kayak with our body low.

den there was a thunderstorm. the wind was v v v strong. e tides too. damn scary. both e wind n waves were pushing us back. making it more difficult to kayak forward. still remember tt meng linn n jane were behind us. i turned back. den dey capsized liao. quickly go save them. but instructors asked us hurry up go shore. got onto shore. helping e others too. one of e instructors went to find shelter. dey damn good. noe ubin really well. noe exactly where got shelter. haha. nirma n sam seah's kayak capsized. summore when all e kayaks were already on shore. nobody to save them. and dey were almost drowned! damn scary lor. luckily got e instructors to save them. phew.

we went into some super rundown hut. stood there. and i actually fell asleep standing up. was really v tired after kayaking for lyk half a day. stayed there got lyk 45 mins? continued our sea ex when e rain finally stopped. i've got not much strength left by then. chris too. our paddles ended up hitting each other's as we were really v tired le. haha. but we juz continued. not giving up. we saw the other sea ex group. e yellow kayaks. we FINALLY reached our destination. camp 2. HURRAY!! everyone so happy!! (= carried our kayaks to wash n stuff. e kayaks so heavy. helped e other group oso. thanked our 4 sea ex leaders. debrief.

wenta cook our dinner. super cold. our campsite was at e beach. summore we were still wet. everyonr lyk trembling. wenta bathe after dinner. cleared our store. but we couldnt finish on time. so had to wake up early e next morning. walked back to our tents. lighhts out. fell asleep lyk almost immediately.

-Day 5

last day of e OBS 5day course. store cleaning. some groups had jetty jumps. heard got jellyfish. damn cool. had this trust dive after store cleaning. our group will hold some mat or something. and we will jump/dive to hit e bell after saying wat we gonna do. some commitment kinda stuff. theres oso some calls.

da gama ready?

da gama ready!
da gama pull!!

diving!

dive on!

shout out * wat im gonna do/commitment*

alot of them sae tt dey'll study hard frm then on. respect others. hav more confidence. understand others. blah blah. while mine was to: get top 4 in national netball championship next year. bleah. can we do it? hmmm. *scared*. but nvm. at least train hard to achieve it. haha. (= went for some shopping. bought a obs shirt. with the words(obs's motto or something) :

TO SERVE TO STRIVE AND NOT TO YIELD

gathered. waitin for e boat. got back to main land. it feels so good. got into e bus. heading back to school/ with AIR CON! 5 days without air con u noe? can u imagine that? went clementi macs for lunch. super hungry. long time havent had such nice food. wenyao came. so obvious that its to see someone. bleah. haha. he told us abt his obs in brunei. eating maggots. climbing mt kinabalu n stuff. cool. took 99 back. unpacked my stuff. bathe. use com! haha. missed so many things.

OUTWARD BOUND is seriously damn FUN! though it's v tiring. and we'll feel lyk giving up throughout e course. but i was glad that i NEVER. though there were a few times that i wanted to give up. maybe its coz i din wan to come for dis obs course right frm e start. e wrong attitude. =P but i managed to changed e attitude by e 1st day of e course. or i'll end up being e one suffering. haha. i've learnt many many things. how to pitch a tent? kayaking? rock-climbing? carrying heavy backpacks hiking? -_-" learning to cook outdoors beta? lots and lots. and of coz stuuf lyk teamwork. cooperation. coordination and stuff. it made me to be more independent. though there was once that i cried coz i missed home. so pai seh. haha. but nvm. im now back at home. (=

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

OMG!! OBS is juz tmr!! i juz cant believe it. started packing only TODAY. haha.

realised that i dun hav lotsa things. faints. juz went to get e stuff juz now. and my bag is SUPER HEAVY!! dis is e heavist bag i've ever carried in my whole life. o ya. been spending my time resting and sleeping at home. HAHA. so i guess i wun be sleeping early today. and e thing is. OBS is juz TMR. *faints*

o ya. i still need to go get washing powder! almost forgot abt it. aiyooo.. i dun wanna go OBS. HELP!!!!