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Monday, July 31, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
school was pretty okay today.
just that i overslept?
luckily only by a bit.
not my fault.
it was pouring.
such a NICE weather to sleep you see?

den jiayi smsed to ask whether wanna meet up n go school tgt.
but i overslept.
so cant.
so we gonna meet up tmr. lol.

wenta learn at fairfield.
studied one chapter of physics with lanz.
because helsa was having her lit test.
had dunno wat roti with lanz.
not v nice. to me la. haha.

den wenta play volleyball with jane in the hall.
my class ppl were practising for chapel.
i learnt how to hit e ball properly.
now my arm all BLUE BLACK!
its v scary.
but i dun really feel any pain at all.
physically pain is nothing compared to emotionally pain.

o wells. gonna have physics remedial tmr.
and my friends have some parade. pity them.
take care!

hope the chapel tmr will go on well. (=


Sunday, July 30, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
290706 SATURDAY


well. woke up around 7plus.
had breakfast with wenyao at clementi macs.
wenta school for PAST VERSUS PRESENT!
how cool?
my first time participating in it. haha.
saw my some of my class people.
they came school to practise for the chapel service.
tiff and aud wished me good luck! (=


my team is UNDERGRADS!
great name eh?
thought of the name when senior angela called kim for ur team name.
so just anyhow put that name. haha.
but quite cool hor?
and my team consists of.
kim. christina. jaclyn. melissa. wenyao. marcus. jonathan. arvin. ian.


starting was damn scared lor.
coz the people in the past team were lyk super BIG?
as in really v big.
like giants like that. haha.
den i was saying that.
i dun wanna lose the first 2 matches and den jus go home.
like waste my time like that.
and guess what.
we won EVERYTHING!
UNDERGRADS the CHAMP!
haha.
nicolette's team got 2nd.
so the present won this year's captain's ball.
summore only got 2 present teams lor.
e rest were all the past teams.
see how powerful fairfield is?
muhahahahha. =P

but something happened.
some accident.
junlong was sandwiched by 2 ppl. and hurt his back.
last year was wenhan and this year's jl.
it was so serious that e school called for the ambulance.
take care dude.
get well soon. (=


took pics with the champ cup.
this year's pvp's a draw.
the present won the caps ball.
but the past won the vball.
so yup.
there's no champs for soccer and bball coz of e rain.


changed and wenta have dinner with gina.
because my family went back to malaysia. how sad.
so was like asking her how's her life.
as in whether she can handle netball. council and studies.
because she's now in council main com. yup.
ended up reaching home around 9 plus.
because had a talk after dinner. aha.
giving her some advices to deal with the stress that she'll encounter next year.
i hope it helps.


yep. showered.
ultra super tired!
it's like i jus fell asleep unknowingly.
and i left the light on the whole night.
i feel so bad..
waste so much electricity.
slaps myself.
woke up around 10?


300706 SUNDAY

i woke up v late.
had my breakfast cum lunch at 11plus.
haha. den i practically slacked the whole day.
i cleaned up the house and stuff.
din do any work.
except for tidying up my things.
watched tv.
sleep.
typical things that xinyi will do on weekends.
haa.


den xuening called at 4.
talked for like one hour. yup.
den watched tv again.-_-'
nothing to sae la.
jus watched tv.
did abit of chem.
jus feel lyk doing chem suddenly. haha.


this week will be pretty fun i guess?
there's founders day.
my last founder's day in fairfield as a fairsian.
wooooo!
i love fairfield. (=


school tmr. i hope that it'll be good?
hmmm.
and kim is asking me to apply to go ACJC thru DSA.
i dunno whether to go anot.
sholud i go for it?
after much thinking.
i think im applying.
no harm trying.
apply oso not confirmed will get in. haha.
and can reject if i dun wan to.
yup. so jus gonna give it a try.
it really isnt gonna cause any harm at all.
not lyk some other things.
which will cause alot of harm.
coz of "wanna give it a try"
which is like wat e hell.


my wish for this entire life of mine.
to be able to make a wish in the prescence of a shooting star.
preferably a meteor rain. =P


Friday, July 28, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
260706 WEDNESDAY


had touch rugby for pe.

miss tan was in our group. pretty fun.

stayed back after school to watch the juniors' match.

wanted to play.

but there was friendly for both B div and C div.

so no time to play.

and i was too tired from the pe oso.

so kim and i wenta the cca block to watch.

quite fun la.

went home with yu jia.

and fairfield WON of coz! (=


270706 THURSDAY

well. wenta jp with amanda after school.

had lunch and did our physics homework at kfc.



280706 FRIDAY


i was waiting for this day to come. becuase it's friday.

the last day of school.

nowadays. i jus dun wanna go school.

been forcing myself to go school like that.

currently the lesson i like most now is chi.

unbelivable eh?

it's the period where i can relax.

and had chinese summary and idioms tests today.

it was pretty alright.

looked thru the list of 80 idioms during ss.

the huangshan ppl came to our school today.

and the hong kong people are leaving today.

waited for mr kwa to have lunch with me and helsa.

catching up session.

in the end jus drink and talk tin the canteen.

since we were not hungry at all.

he sae that i looked v sad.

but i claimed that i am happy.

so all the while i've been hiding it.

i looked happy. i smile. i laugh. i joke.

but i WASNT feeling great inside at all.

im feeling damn terrible inside.

he doesnt know anything at all.

but he can see it.

he sorta analyse everything.

he din give me any advice.

jus simply list out all the problems.

okay i dunno wat im talking now.

i dunno how to sae oso.

im tired.

i jus simply broke down infront of mr kwa and helsa.

in the canteen.

oh my goodness.

so many ppl walking around.

especially when its friday. all the ug walking around.

i realised that i've been setting standards for myself unknowingly.

my parents dun really care abt my resluts.

but in order not to disappoint them.

i kinda sat a standard for myself.

not really setting a standard for myself.

it's jus like.

i'll feel sad and stress abt my academics.

even though my parents din gimme any pressure.

the school set a high standard for me.

but at the same time.

they've overstretched me.

i was given those leadership positions.

underwent leadership trainings.

given big projects to plan and stuff.

but have they given me the support?

and if things doesnt go well.

i'll get the blame and stuff.

sometimes dey dun even appreciate what we've done.

mr kwa jus talked and talked.

den the things he sae just made me cry.

i realised that i've been so stressed without knowing it.

i dunno wat to sae.

im v tired now.

cant think properly at all.

i cant afford to waste any more time now.

people spend time worrying abt things that had happened in the past.

they also spend time worrying abt things in the future.

which some din even happen.

thats how much time we've lost worrying abt nothing.

i need a rest.

am i only my true self when im out on court playing netball?

is that the only time when im myself?

im starting to wonder.

sighs.


Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
MONDAY 240706


well. i woke up early in the morning as usual.

everything was alright and stuff. yup.

but my stomach started becoming a little cranky. lol.

but i still wenta school.

cause i needa pass rongyao the voucher.

a voucher that he's gonna buy a hp for his mum birthday!

i dunno when's his mum's birthday.

only remember him reminding me to bring on monday.

so die die oso must pass it to him on monday. lol.

well. i passed e voucher to joe at dover mrt. den trained back to boon lay.

called my mum. she asked me to jus go get a mc myself. lol.

so i wenta jurong west polyclinic.

and e queue was super long man.

the queue was already there even b4 it's opened.

my number was 2065.

i supposed that im no. 65 patient of the morning.

but i waited till lyk 10 la!

i finally got home at 11plus.

wasted half of my day WAITING!

so i slept for a while. not v sure how long.

but feeling much better after the sleep.

and im really touched by my friends!

xuening. aileen. nilawan. amanda. yujia. xiang feng. junlong. huifang.

xuening smsed telling me that she missed me and stuff. lol.

she left a note in my locker. so nice of her. (=

aileen nilawan and yu jia text me.

i wanna thank amanda, xiang feng and yujia for passing me my homework. (=

and junlong for keeping me company when i was waiting in the polyclinic.

and thanks huifang for her call!

was rather surprised when hui fang called. haha.

i went for tuition at 530.

audrey was there too! (=

den xuening had her tuition at 7.

and she passed me the notes and cards.

so sweeeett la! (=

i love my friends sooo muchh!


TUESDAY 250706

today's jaclyn's birthday! (=

wished her happy birthday in the morning.

had chapel. led by this person called larissa lam.

and she's so super PRETTY la! haha.

well. everything's quite ok la.

so stayed back after school.

got back amaths paper.

had physics remedial.

den wenta learnatfaifield.

miss lee went thru amaths test with nilawan samuel and i.

we missed it coz of the physics remedial.

i did okay for my test. nt too good but not too bad oso. haha.

den did amaths homework.

i was freaking tired la.

i was lyk a walking zombie. lol.

i need more rest. haha.

nilawan's dad dropped us at commonwealth again.

trained home with xiangfeng.

i wenta deliver some letter.

met my cousin with his friend at the mrt station. haha.

home sweet home. feeling super tired.

having pe tmr.

and my juniors will be having a friendly with BPGH!

i cant wait!! (=


Sunday, July 23, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
i just had my dinner!

well. i slept really alot today.

its because i slept late last night. around 1 like that. yup.

woke up around 10 like that.

and my cedric my pri sch friend called.

he called when i just woke up. -_-"

and he's such a joker.

sometimes i really dunno wat he talking abt at all. lol.

so talked for around 1hour plus i guess.

luckily i got free incoming.

and gonna exchange mid year papers with him soon i guess? hmmm.

den i had my breakfast.

i finished doing my physics tys homework.

and i think i fell asleep again. i cant remember.

anyway. today had been rather slack.

i only remembered that it was VERY NOISY!

cause my mum was playing mahjong!!

and xuening called around 3 plus or 4 lyk that.

been talking to her on the phone till 7pm!

because i dun have free incoming after 7pm. LOL!

so we've been talking for lyk 3-4hours? OMG!

and we were lyk crapping lor.

sometimes i jus ended up watching tv without knowing that i was on the phone.

because i was using the headset.

den sometimes she'll sing "i give you my heart".

and her voice is so kiddy when she sings. so cute. haha.

den we came out with this!


WATERMELON WINTERMELON!

BANANA PAPAYA!

HAIRY BERRY CHERRY!

HAIRY BERRY CHERRY!

RAMBUTAN RAMBUTAN!

u know with the tune of the recent "huggies dry pants" advertisement?

the tune for "i hear thunder i hear thunder"?

it's super funny la!

and this is FRUITY SHAKE SHAKE! lol!

and heard that the juniors will be having a friendly with BPGH!

bukit panjang govt high.

so i'll be going down to support!

that's if they are playing in fairfield.

and kim's going down too!

may be requesting to play a quarter with the ppl. =P

just like last wednesday! yay!

FAIRFIELD NETBALL!

PUSH THE LIMITS; BREAK THE BARRIERS!


Saturday, July 22, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
i'm having a BAD headache now.

i've no idea why.

i have had enough sleep.

well. i slept around 10 plus. and woke up at 630.

went back to sleep. woke up at 7plus.

back to sleep again. and up again at 9. -_-"

okay. thats quite dumb.

so i helped with some housework. kinda scolded my bro.

cause he NEVER help me! kiam pah!

guys oso have to learn wat! DO NOT think that housework is just for the FEMALES!

ahh. enough of that.

read thru chemistry. cause not quite sure on organic chem.

den did abit of the physics tys.

showered and wenta yujia's house.

taught her chem. and it was a revision for me too. (=

talked and stuff. watched tv. lol.

cedric and xuening called. lol.

i'll make sure that i'll be free tmr CEDRIC TAN! i hope.... =P


THURSDAY 200706

hmmm. let me think...

well. stayed back awhile to complete the flag. some national thingy..

and its SUPER UGLY. cause im NOT artistic at all!

which explains why im in 4F.

cause i cant do art for goodness sake! lol!

den had lunch. stayed back to do some emaths at learnatfairfield.

with nilawan. xiangfeng. amanda. sheila. yuliang.

yuliang was bugging xiangfeng to go buy farewell gifts with him.

so he was lyk doing NOTHING. waste of time.

but he was quite of a great help for my emaths. thanks ya! (=

went home around 5?

nilawan's dad dropped us at commonwealth mrt station. THANKS uncle! (=

e rest i cant remember..



FRIDAY 210706

ohhhhh. i love fridays. (=

well. its my last day for council duty. stepping down.

e list of e new main com for council 06/07 was announced.

well. miss ng got lanz n i out for a short discussion regarding the new main com after emaths.

so missed abit of chem prac. not really alot.

jus the explanation. lol. so jus did the experiment not knowing anything. lol.

had chinese idioms test.

80 idioms! lol! den i nv learn at all! coz got renjie.

but she wasnt around. she injured her ankle. quite serious.

so she came to take emaths test and went home le.

the 80 idioms so cool.

give us one sentence with a blank. den fill in with the idioms.

some is the meaning of e idiom. den write the idiom.

luckily all learnt in primary school one.

so it was a piece of cake. or i'll be so dead.

80 marks gone. lol.

had council meeting!

new com announced!

HEAD COUNCILLOR : JOY SIM! (=
DEPUTY HEAD COUNCILLOR (SD/DISC) : JOY YEO! (=
DEPUTY HEAD COUNCILLOR (SR/MENTORING) : CALEB CHNG! (=
SECRETARY : FION HONG! (=

well. only EXCO was announced. the department heads and stuff not yet.

cause we haven't decided.

but we got the ppl already.

the ppl are: WILSON. YANLING. GINA. YILING. NATHANEAL. ROPHI. JING MING.

thats all i guess. i hope i din miss out anyone. poor memory. =P


LEAD THE FAIRFIELD COUNCIL TO GREATER HEIGHTS! (=

well. though stepped down already.

i wun let go just like that.

i will let it go slowly.

still needa mentor them. yep.

all the best ppl! (=

well. supposed to have lunch with amanda. nilawan. seraphine at crystal jade.

but.. i got council meeting. and photo takin gfor netball. so sorry man! )=

the photo taking for netball was SO FUN!

my LAST yeat u know? i missed netball!

im gonna miss miss lee. and mrs ang.

so long nv see mrs ang le. hope she's doing well.

and her daughter linnsy. well i dunno how to spell. =P

we even took photos as B division. (=

den had lunch with mary. wenta get my stuff for council photo taking.

den no more skirts lor! but finally found a size L one.

it was super big la! super long oso! but no choice.

wenta learn at fairfield. relax abit.

wenta change.and e skirt was super long.

n mary sae i look lyk those hip hop ppl. -_-"

so i've got no choice but to fold the skirt.

first time in my life that im folding skirt.

and i DUNNO how to fold at all!

and its so uncomfortable la!

got yujia to help me with that. lol.

so went down to get ready.

got ppl to help me check whether my skirt was of equal length n stuff.

i v scared e skirt too short or something. bleah.

council photo taking was fun too!

and i LOVE COUNCIL too!

tho e time i spent in council wasnt as long as wat i've spent in netball.

but i still love the council!

i wouldnt have stayed till now if not cause of my love for council.

and the same for NETBALL too! (=

well. e sec 4s went up to the 4th level for more photos taken.

and it was FUN! (=

doing stupid poses. lol!!

and the scandalous shot of abel and lanz "kissing"

it was lyk really caught in action lor! lol!

wenta see the entrepreneurship ppl present.

well. im worried abt them.

walked up and down and around the school. trying to get something. cant remember wat.

when i was jus abt to go home.

had to call so many ppl. to get skirts for them.

cause their presentation is tmr. lol.

wenta canteen to get my bag! den i cant remember where i put my bag!

and tot that i lost my bag! scared myself. -_-"

get e netballers to help me find.

in e end. it was lyk right infront of me. how dumb can i be?

ate e choir food. =P

met xiangfeng. wenta see the red cross farewell.

lanz's mad! he was helping them to set up fire.

and his shirt was ALL WET! and he has no change! disgusting.

took 33 to ikea. to meet yujia.

cause i promised to go ikea with her.

and the trip was super long. traffic jam.

it took around 5 to 10 mins to travel from one stop to e next?!

walked around ikea. yujia bought all the weird stuff.

she din even noe why she bought them. -_-"

had hotdag bun. yummy.

now e drinks is free flow one. im lagging.

took cab back. cause it was lyk 8plus le.

den got things to carry.

luckily its not peak hour. (=

thats all for friday i guess. (=





` nothing can dim the beauty that shines from within


Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
MONDAY

monday was quite okay i guess. the ppl had their O level chinese listening compre. helsa and i had to bring a group of hong kong kids for a tour around the school. waited so long for them. haha. den wenta "study" at learnatfairfield. but i ended up reading books. -_-"

and i wenta played netball! o man. i jus simply LOVE NETBALL SOOOO MUCH!!!

NETBALL IS PART OF MY LIFE!!!! (=

the feeling of playing netball again after such a long time was just so shiok!!!!! ((=

TUESDAY

today was quite okay.

nowadays i love chapel alot. haha.

and im not kinda addicted to "i give you my heart"

everyday listening to this song.

and i ended up learning how to play guitar at learn at fairfield instead of studying!

how could i? haha.

the yuliang go bring one guitar in to discuss and choose the songs for chapel.

den i see him play lyk so fun lyk tt, so i asked him to teach me. lol

now i learnt how to play G! great achievement! and dey sae e sound produced was v good for someone who's playing for the 1st time! (=

BOOHOO!! =P


Saturday, July 15, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
i had a really good sleep today. slept till like 8?

den i started reading book.

den fell asleep again. -_-'

and it was raining. nice weather eh? (=

supposed to go yujia's house at 2.

but her godmum playing mahjong.

so din go. din wanna disturb. lol.

so i did some of my homework. ya..

while talking on the phone with xuening.

talking abt her cip and other stuff abt her.

the other stuff is only between th 2 of us. haha.

guess she's having fun at her cousin's house now. (=

and i still wanna LOVE my LIFE!


Friday, July 14, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
today wasnt a great day. it was jus like any other day.

and it was raining cats and dogs in the morning. or maybe monkeys and gorillas. haha.

i love e rain. it's calming to me. i dunno wat im toking. -_-'

and it was sucha NICE weather to sleep. heh.

so the new main com for council wasnt announced today.

will be announced next week.

so we'll still have one more week of duty.

i'll miss council. reallyy.

i feel so sad for aileen. sighs.

well. cheer up aileen. smile. (=

and kinda had a talk with xuening. a senior and junior talk. lol.

sharing session of both council and netball.

xuening must cheer up too. that's life. (=

i know u can do it! yeaa.. definitely!

okay im v tired. din have enough sleep.

had lyk only 5 hours of sleep? yawnss..

my friends have recently lent books alot of books.

mainly talking abt life. and stuff.

thank u guys SO MUCH! (=

LOVE LIFE!


Thursday, July 13, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
ok i'm so tired today.

i've no idea why. ran around too much in school i guess.

heh. and today's miss lee's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS LEE!

4f celebrated. last min summore. collect 3 bucks frm everyone den asked miss ng to help us order. =P

so we practically missed the whole amaths lesson.

but miss lee was jus so boring. maybe she too touched to sae anything. lol.

so yongzhi n i were running up n down the school lyk some idiots. lol.

our plan was to bluff miss lee that yongzhi kena some discipline probs. so lanz and i, being the head and deputy head councillor, had to talk to some discipline teachers. how cool eh?

that's because yongzhi always gets into trouble anyway. haha.

so we had another celebration for miss lee after school.

from the netballers to miss lee.

a surprise one. haha.

so we were waiting inside. preparing and stuff. and e roses we bought for her were so pretty.

there's cake and 2 happy birthday balloons too. and a $50 wisma vouchers from the sec 4 netballers. (=

i bet miss lee had a great day today. i'm happy for her. (=

miss lee's another person who has made a great impact in my life.

well. im too tired to talk abt it now. perhaps another day. hmmm.

and i had a great time with yujia today.

jus talking.

and it's jus so wonderful to have a friend from primary school till now.

some may sae that it's no big deal. it's jus lyk fmps ppl going to fmss that kind.

but ours's different. we were not lyk fmps and fmss, affiliated and stuff.

but we came to fairfield together because of NETBALL.

we played together on court. cry together when we lost a match. encouraged each other when somone's tired and stuff. it's jus so different.

which is why i treasure this friendship v much. (=

tmr is friday. yay.

i believe that tmr will be a better day. (=


Sunday, July 09, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
xuening is such a joker

she sae that she LIKES my bro

it's lyk oh my goodness.

my bro is three years younger than her lor!

i wouldnt mind too.

xue ning is such a NICE girl. (=

so she started chatting with my lil bro online.

how interesting.

but well. i guess she's just joking. haha.

and the match is starting soon.

i support italy. (=

maybe jus watch 10mins of the start and 10mins of the end. thats wat jl sae.

maybe i should try that. haha.

its once every four years anyway. hmmm.

we shall see.

Life became so meaningful with you around.
school's starting again.

and it jus continues like that.

how dumb.


Saturday, July 08, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
pris's now in singapore. (=

missed her so much.


Thursday, July 06, 2006
Life became so meaningful with you around.
my blog has been so dead. heh.

but dun think i'll be blogging for now.

no mood.

take care everyone.