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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

YOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I went to the RSAF OPEN HOUSE on saturday! It's my first time going and it's really exciting except for the waking up early and walking under the hot sun part hehehehehhe!! :X I'm a girl afterall so what do you expect? It's the same even if I play sports :X hahaha! & the breakfast's really delicious though I'd prefer that its made by someone else HAHA! Anyway I took photos with the pilots of Black Knights! :D :D :D I took with Zoe Tay's husband too! :D He's so damn tallllll lahhhh woohooo! I'll upload the photos soon! & these are the photos taken on friday! NIGHT SAFARI! :D :D :D

Which is mine? (:

RRRAAAHHH!

I love lemon! :D

Watch me eat! :P

I dunno whats with that face :X

Wiping clean (:

FINISHED! :D

a SINFUL dessert! :D :D

& I love it! :D

I wouldn't be so retarded to have that hood on HAHA!

YUMMY! :D

thats AMANDA! (:

G'night!(:

Friday, August 29, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all! :D :D

Today's celebrations turned out better than what I've imagined (: They had tables and chairs in the hall and food by the sides and performance on the stage which I thought that was really cool
! There were alot of singings and some were really good I must say and we got so high that we became the surround sound system for the two girls singing WHEN YOU BELIEVE, especially when they were at the part: THERE CAN BE MIRACLES WHEN YOU BELIEVE! :P

Baked Oreo cheesecake for Mr Kwok and it's really yummylicious! :D :D I ate like 4 pieces of it lah! :X But in the end, there were still some leftovers hahaha! The Mee Siam's nice too! We just kept eating and eating since it's free food HAHAHA! We actually couldn't get a table at first cause they didnt went in to get a table while I was in the conference room due to me being a class rep. Jeslyn's with me all the while in the conference room cause I got her to go in my place at 715 since I couldnt make it on time. I overslept but I still managed to take the usual bus (: I had so little sleep that I peng immediately when i got home, all the way till 3 plus in the afternoon. Imagine that.

So the reason why I'm so exhausted because I went out till quite late last night HAHA! Mel Mel for dinner at New York New York at CCK and im proud that I finished a whole spring chicken myself hehe! I'll upload the photos soon (: Hurried to get some stuff for teachers day before bussing down to NIGHT SAFARI! :D I don't think I'm going there anymore because it's so damn dark and scary, it's as if like trekking in a super dark jungle except that there's still some dim lights on and there's walkways for us. & it's so tiring for my eyes to keep trying to spot those nocturnal animals :/ I'd rather go to the Zoo manxz hahaha. & I guess the top 3 animals that I like the most are the OTTERS, LION & GIRAFFE! :D The otters are the best man, they were so active and making lots of noises and kept on swimming around! :D SO CUTE! A pity that there aren't many photos of the animals cause we weren't allowed to use flash :/ But I still had an enjoyable time! :D

Anyway I'll be going down to RSAF open house tmr! I gotta get up really early and I wonder what is it like hmm.

07S24

Mr Kwok writing on the cake

His master work piece

Yufeng feeding him the cake with a knife, but it looks as if like Yufeng's trying to kill him with the knife LOL!

randon shot!

we re forcing Mr Goh, our ex civics tutor to have the cake!

and he ate it (:

Joseph!

Shazwi! I didn't know that he's fasting now and I kept asking him to eat :X It was not intentionally :/

With Yulin and Jennifer!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

One more paper and prelims will be over! :D These 3 weeks seem sooo long :S I've been reading Amanda's blog such that I find reading blogs so fun, and I've become very lazy to blog already hahaha! I still remember her being the one saying: I don't see how you find the time to blog everyday. & then I would say: It's just typing whatever's on my mind and it doesn't really take much time. But I guess it's now the opposite for us now hahaha! :P

Anyway went to the fireworks festival with Mel last friday! & it's damn beautiful cause the theme is French Romance! :D My cousin went too, a pity that I din get to see his girlfriend HAHA! :P By the way we waited damn long for the fireworks, piece of shit mann! It's supposed to start at 9 pm but it didn't start until around 930pm! Imagine standing at the bridge with so many people around you! Suffocating still, even though it was drizzling abit! Reached home pretty late, like around 1 or 12 I think :X But my cousin reached around that time too! :P

Weekend's spent at home (: There's another fireworks on saturday, with the theme Korean Fantasy (: Many of my friends like Amanda, Jeslyn and CJJ went (: They must have enjoyed themselves, even though it was raining I guess :/ Some may think that we're nuts to be going for the fireworks festival when we're still having our prelims now. Well I guess I'm really nuts HAHA!

Monday's physics Paper 2 and I couldnt do the paper, like as usual. I'm a failure in physics, and not as if like im doing well in other subjects also :S :( I'm really worried about A levels now, I still feel super unprepared :( But I guess I'll take a rest after prelims and start chionging next week! :D

Tuesday's Maths Paper 2 and I couldn't do the pure maths section :( I only practised Stats, wrong move :( How I wish the whole paper's stats :S :( but but but oh welllsss :S & today's chemistry wasn't good as well, I couldn't complete the paper lah! :S I started from the back, which is organic chemistry and I didn't have enough time for the physical chemistry at the front :( :( & I must make sure I really master Organic Chemistry because it's super high weightage!! Like 50% of the whole syllabus lahhh!! Can you imagine that?!?!?! O.o & I still find inorganic chemistry very hard to memorise :( ARRRGGHHH! Looking at how much I'm complaining after every paper, I guess I'm just too stupid to take the A levels :(:(

Last hurdle; Physics Paper 1! :D & I'll most probably be going to Jennifer's house to bake the cake for Mr kwok before meeting Mel for Night Safari! :D I hope I'll be able to see those animals in the dark! & hopefully it won't rain! :D

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

look! This is the heart on the actual NDP! It wasnt as nice as the one i saw in the NE show :S
This heart didn't look complete heh :/

I'm finally blogging again! :D All thanks to hetalksrealslow's constant bugging hahaha! :P Amanda's been asking me: have you updated your tomakeyourealise, which is such a weird and funny way to ask HAHA! So I'm doing the same back to her now! :P This week seems so slow which I don't know why :S Perhaps its cause I'm having many papers for the week :/

Monday's Chemistry Paper 3! I didn't have time to complete the paper, or rather it's cause I didn't know how to do reaction kinetics :/ When I first got the paper, I flipped through the papers and cross out question 4 righht away cause I saw some "coloured and complex ions" thing, because I didn't really study transition metals. But because I couldn't do so many parts of question 5 and feeling demoralised, I decided to take a look at question 4. & guess what?! I realised that I'm able to answer more questions in Q4 than in Q5 lah!!! :(:(:( I was so sad to the max because I could do Q4 anymore, given the fact that I'm only left with like 5 mins :(:(:( Had lunch at JP and spent the remaining time trying to complete READING geography in the library! I spent too much time reading globalisation that I didn't have enough time for urbanisation and physical geography :/ I read till the set 2 of urbanisation before I decided to just skiip it and go straight away to urbanisation hahaha! Because there's simply too much content for geog alr!

Tuesday's Geography! I felt so saturated with information that I was so scared that I'd get them all mixed up and I couldn't wait to vomit out everything, although I wish to retain them till after As hahaha! But the info I'd absorbed wasnt exactly complete and so I was pretty scared that I'd be unable to answer the questions :S & I was right, I was alr stucked at the first question :( I spent like 5 mins analysing and trying my very best to understand what the hell was shown in the coloured photo omg! :( 5 mins's freaking hell long lahhhh :/ I gave up and went on to the next question haha! Although I was doing other questions, but I kept thinking about that very first question in my mind. So I spent quite alot of time on DRQ and only had 1 hour and 15 mins for TWO essay questions which total up to 50 marks omg!! :X :X I finshed the 9marks part of the first qn, and started on the 16marks, before jumping to the 9marks part of second question! & then I went back to the 16 marks of first question. I kept jumping here and there :S & I only managed to write like 5 lines for the 16marks of second question :(:(:(:(

some random photos! :D pretty right? I couldn't bear to eat this hahha!

& finally today's Physics Paper 3! It's a total disaster! :'( I wasn't prepared at all. I only managed to study thermal physics thoroughly the day before. Because I was so exhausted from the 3 hour geog paper and I felt so hopeless and helpless for physics that I decided to study for A levels instead of trying to anyhow suck in those information and knowledge :S & I was still feeling damn exhausted when I woke up this morning! Like really v vv v tired! I could almost fall asleep ANYWHERE! :/ & I haven't been sleeping well these few days cause I'm aching all over :( What's wrong with me? :(

Physics 3's over and had lunch with Ah Leong at JP. We wanted to study but ended up watching MEET DAVE! :P Ohmygoodness we were laughing our asses off lah!!!! :D :D :D :D & there were so little people in the theatre :S & we laughed the loudest inside, like as if we own the place like that :P Btw we were the 2nd and 3rd to enter den we saw this guy who's sitting alone, and I kept asking amanda if she saw a guy there because I was so afraid that I was seeing things! :/ I think I'm getting damn paranoid now! Especially during this month HAHAHA!

Some more randon photos! :D

This is my friend's essay

This is my essay!

I have this cute and hyperactive GP tutor Miss Joy who always mixes us up which I have NO IDEA why! Because we're SO DIFFERENT in terms of size and height hahahha! I'm like so much taller than her lah! There's no way that we look alike hahhaha!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

Maths Paper 1's over! :D I was quite surprised that I didn't visit the toilet throughout the whole 3 hours because Im someone with a small bladder who needa to visit the toilet quite frequently hahaha! In fact, I alr felt like going toilet just 45 mins after the paper started, imagine how long I've tahan-ed. & fyi, the maths paper's THREE hour long! woohooo! I guess I was too focused in doing maths, although there were quite many parts that I din know how to do. I must say that the maths paper's pretty easy but I realised that I got many wrong :( I just gotta practise more maths :(

Hmm so lunched with Mel and CJJ at the kopitiam in JP. Saw Amanda at the basement and guess what she did! She hid behind something for VERY LONG, and she THOUGHT that we saw her alr! But in actuality, we didn't even know that she was there! & then she suddenly popped out of nowhere and scared the hell out of us hahaha! So Amanda got her handphone back alr! There are good people around in this world! :D

Caught Money No Enough 2 and I see improvements in Jack Neo's films (: Although his movies are always about Singapore. But that's the reason why Singaporeans like it because it reflects what's going on in our present society hhahhahah! But I think why Singaporeans like his films so much is because most of the content's about the problems or the unhappiness that they are facing, and it kinda helped pass this messages to the government or something HAHA!

Like you see I Not Stupid where they kinda criticize the Education system for filtering/categorising students into EM1,2 and 3 and see those in EM3 as hopeless people & that doing Arts's useless in our society because we only care about academics. In I Not Stupid Too it talks about how parents are spending too much time working instead of spending time/caring about their children etc. I don't know? I see this as the downside of the meritocracy system because there seems to be the presence of an insatiable desire for people to claim credits/be recognised for what they've done and they keep wanting to do more and better than anyone else. I mean, how long can you compete? -_-" Just lead your on life man! & then there's this movie by the name of Just Follow Law where they criticized the red tape and the low efficiency of the goverment hahaha! Okay I've seriously no idea what im doing and why im typing this hahah! I guess I'm just tired :/

Have a good rest for those who doesn't have any papers tmr! JIA YOU! :D

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

Im done with GP but there's still many more to come! Maths Paper 1 is tmr! I seriously think that a 3 hour paper can really kill :/ Especially when I'm so lousy at maths now :( :( So I woke up as usual today, but only for awhile, and I peng immediately till 8 ppls before I start getting ready to kope a table at the Jurong Point library hahha! & I managed to get it even though I reached there at about 1030 :P

I did some integration alone before Amanda & Mel came (: Anyway Amanda lost her handphone and she's damn sad over it :/ I mean like DUH who doesnt? But whatever it is, please cheer up kay??? Smile smile! :) Put that matter aside and focus on your prelims kay? I know that it's easier said than done, but just try okay? :) & Mel's such a kind soul to go all out helping Amanda :) I don't have the guts to talk to those unlces working for SBS hahaha!

I'm still damn scared for Maths tomorrow! :( I don't want to fail it again! :( Oh wells.. Good luck and all the best to everyone! :D

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I got this really gigantic sunflower that got so much of people's attention! :/ I think it's almost 1m tall, imagine that! hahahha! :D Everyone's looking at me with that "WOAH" expression on their faces hahahah! Thanks so much for the positive energy! :D

You're my sunshine! :D

Oh yeah so I went down to Marina Square, wanted to study at Macs before going down to the bridge to watch the NDP from afar. But we got chased out because there were so many people around that we weren't allowed to study there :/ So we had lunch at Burger King! (: I don't like people stealing my food AHEM! Walked over to Esplanade and heard choir singing! :D A group of small little boys from Saint Andrews Junior School! I like this little boy at the first row, third from the left! He's so damn cute! :D I managed to take a photo with him, but I kinda lost that photo :( Spent the time listening to them singing while reading some geography notes during the break (:

They were so many people at the Esplanade and I felt so suffocated! :S There were even more people at the bridge omg! & we were not allowed to go to the bridge at first :/ They had some quota on the number of people on the bridge :S & then it started drizzling, with some lightning and thunder :/ Decided to leave cause it was raining and we didn't have umbrella. & realised that we made a super wrong decision :( In the end we went to somewhere(which I dunno where), where there were EVEN MORE people to watch the planes. I watched the heart again (: But it seemed like it wasn't as good as the one i saw the other time :/ Or is it cause of the angle? But oh wells, left after the planes cause I couldnt stand another minute standing with SO MANY people. I don't like crowds :( Was sleeping like a log on the train :/ Had dinner at the Lai Lai place if I'm not wrong, my 2nd time eating there and it's pretty nice (: Went down to eat some more at Tori Q :P

Wanted to catch money not enough 2 but there were no more seats :( So went home around 10 plus (: Had a long long day out and I was damn exhausted :/

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

080808! What a nice date huh? :) It's the start of the Olympics 2008 today! But I missed the opening! :/ Heard that the opening's really cool but I only found it mediocre :/ Day's spent with Amanda at the library and I was so damn freaking pissed off with SBS cause I waited near to 45 mins for a freaking bus!!! I got so fed up that I decided to walk to another bus stop to take another bus service! My blood was boiling like never before! HEH! I was so angry that I was glaring at everyone I see :/ oppsy!

We saw many JJ ppl :/ & happened to see Joshua Toh there because he stays pretty far from JP! & David Choo went there too haha! We're back to the mugging time in sec 4 now, except that this is more intensive and more stressful :/ Amanda's so sad and stressed over what to do. I tried to help by offering suggestions, but all of them just cant seem to work out :/ Cheer up kay Amanda! I'm sure there will be more opportunities to come in the future! & it'll be even better than tomorrow's one! :D smile smile!

We went off at around 4. She went back home while I went down all the way to Changi to look for darling uncle! & that ass didn't believe that I was on the way down WTH! -_-""

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

Life's good when problems are solved very fast. & I hope this kind of life can last and not just disappear tomorrow. Please give it a longer lifespan (:

Anyway went to school for physics consulation today. I think we(Jeslyn & CJJ) flooded Mr Kwok with lots of questions. Im impressed by how he solved the questions so easily and fast (: If only I'm like him WOOHOO! Went for another short maths consultation with CJJ. But my brain juice's pretty much used up by then cause of physics hahah! The class photos are out! I like 2 of the photos (: & I'm thinking if I should by it because it's so damn expensive! $1.50 for a freaking size 4R, when I can print like 7 photos for that same price! That's a total rip off lah wth! -_-"

I went to visit my darling UNCLE after having lunch with CJJ! (: It's another rip off paying 100 plus for a stupid jab -_-" Passed the belated birthday present (: I love cycling! :D & I'm sorry that I made you so worried about me amanda :/ but thanks for the calls and smses (: I'm glad to have you around :)

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I had a terrible, NOT terrific(though i hope to) day near the 2nd half of the day. It's as if like the world suddenly came crumbling down on me, or maybe it's because I think too much, but I just felt very suffocated suddenly. I guess it's just problems and stress piling up till I finally exploded just now. I felt very drained physically, mentally, psychologically etc. & this reminds me something that I wrote a few years ago when I was very down.

...everything just came falling and crumbling down around me. I was asking for help furiously but the little voice of me asking for help for not heard in the rumbling and chaotic situation...

...no one could help me. Only I myself would be able to help myself. I have to stop and remove one of the many dominoes to stop that chain reaction of failures. But I am still hidden under the debris, hoping to see a glint of light that would lead me out of this...

Spending near to 30 mimutes and producing some sodium chloride can definitely make someone feel better. At least I let it out, finally. Everything should be okay for now(or maybe not). Because problems just kept coming up, one after another. & one after another. & one after another. So when can I stop having this kind of "rollercoaster ride" of life? I think I'm losing my sight of life :/

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I've just started reading this book called "The Last Lecture" by Randy Paush which I thought was pretty inspiring and would like to share (: I've sent the links through email to some people but I thought that there's no harm promoting it on my blog too (:

Do check out these links (:
http://www.thelastlecture.com/index.htm
http://download.srv.cs.cmu.edu/~pausch/
http://download.srv.cs.cmu.edu/~pausch/news/index.html

On September 18, 2007, computer science professor Randy Pausch stepped in front of an audience of 400 people at Carnegie Mellon University to deliver a last lecture called “Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams.” With slides of his CT scans beaming out to the audience, Randy told his audience about the cancer that is devouring his pancreas and that will claim his life in a matter of months. On the stage that day, Randy was youthful, energetic, handsome, often cheerfully, darkly funny. He seemed invincible. But this was a brief moment, as he himself acknowledged.

Randy’s lecture has become a phenomenon, as has the book he wrote based on the same principles, celebrating the dreams we all strive to make realities. Sadly, Randy lost his battle to pancreatic cancer on July 25th, 2008, but his legacy will continue to inspire us all, for generations to come.

Friday, August 01, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

Last week of school's finally over! One week of study break and it'll be prelims soon! I feel so unprepared and worried for my prelims :/ Putting that aside, I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAY WHATTHEPONG! My handphone's TOTALLY FLAT when i woke up this morning. My dear brother Ming Shun even had to wake me up cause I didn't have alarm :/ & then I received a call from Amanda to wake me up. Someone apparently knew that my Hp's flat HAHA! I chionged to get ready and managed to get to the bus stop at my usual time (: But the unfortunate thing's that the bus came late! & I was obviously late argh!! -_-"

and my classmate Woei Jye's so toot to try his luck to enter the school. So he was confined for awhile before he was sent off to collect the signatures of all our subject tutors, and den sent for detention, which was DAMN RETARDED! Might as well dun go school and study somewhere right, and thats what I did! :D :P Had the breakfast prepared by Xin Ee's Mum (: Bread with hotdog, egg and pork floss! That bread and an apple pie lasted me till the afternoon which's like WOAH! :D I tried studying inorganic chemistry, and hopefully im able to retain all those info till A levels (: Periodicity's such a long, boring and info-filled chapter and i HATE it! :/

Caught the Dark Knight & I must say that it's a really good movie (: It's a MUST-WATCH! Even though I still don't understand certain parts of the movie :/ uhoh! I'll try watching it another time somehow and figure it out! :D

& oh by the way, it's now the 7th Month and I must ensure that I reach home before dusk! O.O