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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

many things happened but i shall just blog randomly
i had a bad night on thursday haha
because i had a rather big and major fight with my cousin
not a physical fight of coz but verbal
but that doesnt mean i use vulguraity (=
it was because yixin was listening to songs
then kaijun asked him go sleep because he got school tmr
then he started scolding him
then the yixin talked back and stuff
but kaijun did something to my bro which made me v angry
well its complicated and i shall not blog abt it haha
so kaijun and i started shouting at each other
in the first place why should he scold my yixin
about him listening to songs
when my parents didnt even say anything?
and its actually the tone he used lah
it's so mean you know?!
we shouted at each other v loudly
and we almost really had a physical fight
it was so loud until someone at the opposite block
shouted at us to shut up hahaha
i think the police would have come up
if we were to continue a lil longer
okay enough about that its all in the past already

anyway my whole body was trembling then
because i too ji dong already hahaha
after that both my bros slept in my room
cause they were also too pissed to sleep in their room haha
and yixin was also trembling when we were quarreling
he felt that it happened because of him
oh wells i just cant stand it when people bully my bros
i mean its okay if u scold him if he did something wrong
but that time he din do anything wrong
except that he talked back
but in the first place the way and the tone he used was WRONG
and then i was so sad that i broke down because
it made me think abt some past when i was really young
then i wrote in my dearest diary bethany haha (=
and then i spoke to my brother before sleeping
and i was actually crying like some sai while speaking to them -_-
but i can see that it really made my bros think lah
so i dun mind crying infront of them (= hahaha

anyway it's like kids at this age are generally rebelious
so its like the more u tell them not to do something
the more they'll do it because they wun listen to you
its like chi ruan bu chi ying that type
you gotta talk to them nicely and stuff
just simply the other approach lah
since they wun listen to you
then perhaps let them go ahead with it
cause they wun believe what you say
like when you tell them you shouldnt do this cause its bad for you
they just wun listen to you they just wun see it
so what i feel is that: just let them be
let them have a taste of it
if they were to experience it
i think they would've learnt so much from it that they wun commit again
okay its v hard to express what i wanna say in words
i think its easier for me to express it through speech hahaha
anyway that's past already
my cousin apologised to us already haha (=
no more ge ye chou =D

friday morning was damn funny
because xinee complained to me that
it was because of me that she got so high on thursday night
such that she wenta dig out her music notes or whatsoever(choir)
and started singing to herself while studying for chemistry! HAHAH!!
because before that we had a short study session at macs
and i was pretty high then haha
and it kinda made her to be v high when she's home also =P
i was laughing damn loudly like a madwoman
while on the bus to school with her HAHHAHA!
i din know that hyperness can be passed on as well LOL!!

it's really really sad that i got trainings on friday lah! ARGH!
stefan just told me that he went back fairfield on friday
he just came back to US
he's like a uni student now
while we are stucked in a jc?
still 2 years away from uni hahaha

today was pretty slack for me
only read newsapepers and maple
but i read one whole week of straits times at one go you know?
its madness!! haha! highlighting and cutting and stuff
more highlighting to do! =(
i shall start doing my homework tmr
i dunno why but
im like always doing homework on sundays LOL!!

everything's gonne be fine!
cheer up amanda! (=

When we lose one we love,
our bitterest tears are called forth
by the memory of hours when we loved not enough.

-- Maurice Maeterlinck, Wisdom and Destiny, 1898

In the business world,
the rearview mirror
is always clearer than the windshield.

-- Warren Buffett

Live up to your potential
instead of imitating someone else's.

-- Martha Burgess, Founder, Theatre Techniques for Business People

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i ended school at 2 today
but i stayed in school for PW and waited for xinee
because i know that i'll regret it if i go home
because i'll confirm plus gurantee sleep one!
and as long as i sleep for like 20 mins?
then all the best to me already!
i wun be able to sleep at night! hahaha!
i was at esmonde's table while waiting
and i kept disturbing him =P hahaha!
i was just super hyper while waiting lah
or rather i was trying to keep myself hyper
so that i wun fall asleep! hahaha!
i was just so so tired that i went crazy lol

today's gp lesson was fun
we played some game
but i cant remember the name =P
everything's pretty alright today lah
just that i ALMOST miss my bus bleah haha
my body's aching abit now due to yesterday's trainin
its so sad to have training on fridays lah
i totally HATE it!
i want to go back to fairfield on fridays one lor!
if not is go out with the fairfeild girlies in jj =(
and kim's coming down for training tmr!
woo! i missed her hahah!

wenta study abit of chem with xinee just now haha
because we've got chem written assignment
and its early in the morning haha
just get it over and done with! =D
okay i cant wait for tmr to end
because i'll have 3 days break then! =D

There's nothing that keeps its youth,
So far as I know, but a tree and truth.

-- Oliver Wendell Holmes, The Deacon's Masterpiece, 1858

We could never learn to be brave and patient,
if there were only joy in the world.

-- Helen Keller

Having once decided to achieve a certain task,
achieve it at all costs of tedium and distaste.
The gain in self-confidence of
having accomplished a tiresome labor is immense.

-- Arnold Bennett

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i had my first netball training for this term
training's pretty alright
we only ran one round for warm up LOL!
but that's because we got no time haha
we were supposed to start at 2
but due to certain reason we started at 4
medalene and victoria joined us for training haha
and i guess they are joining us in future (=

i want to complain the weight of my bag today
it was freaking hell HEAVY
i've no idea why also
but it was just exceptionally HEAVY!
and my right hand is trembling now haha
because we did something to train our arms today

i was so disappointed on monday night lor!
cause my favourite shawn got kicked out of campus superstars!!
before the results were out
i was telling my brothers & cousins that
i would cry if he were to be kicked out
and well, that happened =(
of course i didn't cry lah! haha!
but they were so kiam pah to "console" me
dun be sad hor, you want tissue anot? -_-"
i just couldnt believe that he's out lah!
he's so GOOD okay? such a GREAT singer!
i so love his voice
listen already your heart can melt that kind one haha

and i've been sleeping at 12 plus 1 for 3 nights!
and i really think i've got lack of sleep
but it's okay lah
because i want myself to be used to it
so that i wun spend so much time sleeping
and if im used to it
then i'll be able to survive through lectures
without dozing off! haha!
i really hope to achieve that man! hahaha!

im just randomly blogging now
because i've got lots to blog about
but i just cant remember what are the things haha
anyway i almost oversleep today!
i din even hear the alarms that i set lor!
until when my mum wakes me up at 633
i was 3 mins late haha
because usually i'll wake up at 630 (=
my mum cooked something for breakfast
it was really delicious haha =D
and i wasnt hungry until like 10 plus! (=
anyway im now on the "project" of losing weight and saving money
im gpnna make sure that i only eat once in school
and not like EVERY break like last term haha
and i did it (=
i spend like only $ 2.50 per day?
so i saved like alot a day hahahha!
i seriously needa lose weight man!
im like so super fat now!! =( =(

oh some random stuff again haha
yesterday we had physics
but before physics lecture
junjie who was super hyper then
started doing retarded things haha
while going down the stairs
he suddenly going in circles backwards
and said this TODAY WE ARE LEARNING CIRCULAR MOTION!

anyway im now doing projectwork =(
those survey results hahhaa
now putting them into pie charts
luckily i still remember how to do it =P
and im really v vv tired now
should i pon the cultural studies tmr? hahaha!
jeslyn's gonna pon the cultural studies hmmm

okay i shall stop blogging now
because im like multi-tasking?
so it's quite hard for me to concentrate on blogging haha

Hope doesn't come from calculating whether
the good news is winning out over the bad.
It's simply a choice to take action.

-- Anna Lappe, O Magazine, June 2003

One man practicing sportsmanship
is better than a hundred teaching it.

-- Knute Rockne

Monday, June 25, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i just got back from school
for my first day of school this term
it started off pretty badly actually haha
it was fine at first until when i got back my papers -_-"
i failed my physics, which was expected
and i just passed my chemistry -_-"
felt so sang zhi like that
i dunno what happened to my chemistry lah
no idea whats wrong also =(

im now going to download all the materials
all those stupid powerpoints, tutorials answers etc
and i havent started on my maths =(
my timetable didnt change which sucks totally =(
today seems to like pretty sad??
but oh wells im sure its gonna be better
i shall stop complaining and live my life happily
just saw the email that kim has sent me
yep so i shall stop complaining =(
my physics tutor's funny
he was like telling us this
you should be happy that you got so many wrong for test
because you'll learn something if u got them wrong
if u got all correct den you'll learn nothing LOL!
he just keeps on telling us to have a POSITIVE attitude
oh yay! POSITIVE ATTITUDE! =D
at least i survuved through today! =D

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

woo! i just got back from exercising
went for a run with my cousin shiying
then my dad made my fatty bro to come with us also
so the three of us wenta run together!
i had to carry my hp and towel
and it kinda made my hands v tired haha
anyway fatty bro's just so lazy lah!
i think we only ran for like 2 mins?
then he complained that he got stitch already
very painful and cannot run -_-"
so we had to keep stopping and wait for him
i even had to pull him to run along with me?
can you imagine how tiring it was?
like pulling a 50kg load while running? OMG lah!
since he himself wasnt even moving hahaha!
so he went home after running one round -_-'
my cousin and i continued for two rounds
then stopped at some place
where there's equipment for us to exercise haha

then we went to the community club and looked around
looked at the courses that we can join
but it seems like we've got no time to sign up like that
life's quite meaningless
if you were to just go to school and come home
or just go to work and come home
i think we should participate in some enriching programmes?
or pick up a new skill or just learn something new?
or maybe just play a sport you havent been playing for long?
especially learning things that you are interested in (=
but didnt get to learn in the past and stuff

we walked to the badminton court under my block
did some stretching and stuff
then suddenly decided to play badminton! (=
called home and asked my bro to bring the things down =P
then my other cousin kai jun and yixin came down
anyway kaijun's like some pro?
he looked like he hit the ball very lightly
but in the end it went like WOAH! SO FAR okay?!
i had to keep running for his ball
he's out to torture me man hahaha
by the way shiying's a joker lah!
before we went running right?
she was being funny and started running on the spot
then he tripped over something and FELL DOWN!
by the time i turned and looked at her
she was on the FLOOR!!! HAHAHHAHA!

okay i think im tired now (=
i hope that im tired
so that i can sleep early tonight!
so that i wun wake up so late tmr! hahah!
anyway im waiting for my turn to shower!!!
and i really really hope that i'm still tired
even after showering!!
but i think i'll feel refreshed! =P
amanda's asking me to go do homework until i sleep
but i dun think i will lah =P hahahha

and i had so many physics questions that i dunno how to do
=( =( =( =( =( =( =(

Silence is a text easy to misread.

-- A. A. Attanasio, 'The Eagle and the Sword'

It hurts to find out that
what you wanted doesn't match
what you dreamed it would be.

-- Randy K. Milholland, Something Positive Comic, 09-07-04

It is better to look ahead and prepare
than to look back and regret.

-- Jackie Joyner-Kersee

Friday, June 22, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

im having a headache now
and i dunno why im having a headache
maybe cause not enough sleep or something
i myself also not very sure about it either haha
but i just feel like going to sleep now
but i always end up sleeping v late still
cause if i missed my "supposedly" sleeping time
then its byebye to my sleep le
just like last night haha
i was v v sleepy at like 11 plus
then i used the com until like 12 plus 1
so yeah i think i only managed to sleep at 2?

and i think my cousin shiying's v crazy
i just came out from my room
she was at the table with a mag on the table
her right hand was holding a knife
then i thought she got some mental problems
only then, i realised that she was hold an apple in her left hand -_-"
it freaked the hell out of me lah!
she was cutting the apple into slices on the spot
while she was reading the mag -_-"

today's maths lecture was on binomial
and its like only needa know a formula
a new formula though haha
so yeah but the lecture was super early lah
it's at 830 -_-" thats why there were lesser people today
i bet its cause they couldnt wake up hahaha
anyway i was struggling to stay awake during the lecture

had a short pw meeting again
then i did some maths while amanda wenfang and i
were waiting for xinee and xiangfeng to finish their pw meeting
it seems like it was 3 plus pm
but it was only 12 plus when we left the school haha
wenta jec to have lunch aat the food court
and i had some pot fried wine chicken with rice
thats the name if im not wrong
its delicious! =D
amanda had the spring onion beef same stall also haha
then they saw the campus superstar's zhiyang
but i din get to see lah hahaha

we wenta take neoprint after lunch
and we saw priscilla!!
i dunno why i always see pris when im out one haha
i missed her so much!
after so many years in dubai
she's now in SAJC! =D
took photo with her hahha
anyway i din want to take neos at first one
cause of the stupid hair hahha
but i took it anyway lol

went home after that and i had a nap
anyway i exploded out of nowhere today
i think its cause everything built up lah
then i started scolding my brothers for every single lil thing
okay i apologised
but sometimes just cant stand you all
when ask them do things
they always say wait wait wait
like they got all the time in the world like that
okay enough about it hahha

i was doing physics halfway just now
then i suddenly received a message from amanda

hoo xinyi! thanks for being such a wonderful friend
really thanks for everything!
today you really comforted me
when everyone was disturbing me.
thanks! :) love!

actually i've no idea what she was talking about
but so yeahh hahah no wonder she's RANDOM!
i cant wait to get the photos from amanda haha!

The secret of all success
is to know how to deny yourself.
Prove that you can control yourself,
and you are an educated man;
and without this
all other education is good for nothing.

-- R. D. Hitchcock

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

im pretty happy with myself today =)
because i managed to do 2 topics of physics (=
thats quite good when hooxinyi is a physics noob HAHAHA
but luckily i got jeslyn's for reference!
BUT get it right! i did it on my own lor!
i borrowed just in case i cant finish
then im just gonna copy a bit to let the teacher see
because i've got physics tutorial on monday!!
i hope they change the timetable man
my timetable totally sucks like hell!
end so late everyday
not as if like im taking 4 H2 subjects lor! ASS!

anyway yesterday was fantastic too! =D
i went swimming! i really went swimming!
i thought that it's just say say only
like maybe last min cancel and go gym that kind haha
so yeah the swimming session was really great lah!
i had lunch with amanda,xiangfeng and xinee after maths
then i met junjie! he came to disturb me lah!
i was carrying my food and moving to my seats
then he came and "guided" me to my seat
i was complaining to him that he might as well help me carry
he told me that he wanna see how i fall LOL!
that evil guy hahah! he said that he's gonna cut his hair
and guess what?
by the time i finished my food and see him again
his hair was shorter already! LOL!! that joker!
then i got a call from mingshun
he asked me to rush home to open the door for him
cause he nv bring the keys to the camp -_-"
so i rushed home but he was inside the house already -_-'

in the end i was late for swimming
but sarah and connie still hadnt gone in
the funny thing was that sarah the blur!
she wore her top one but forgot to bring the bottom one
so she had to go to the sportslink there
luckily there's sportslink at the sports complex haha
she took a bottom and wanted to pay for it
then the salesman stopped her and told her that it's MALE's!
LOL!! she was damn malu lah!
but she got no choice but to go in again to BUY!
if not she can only play but cannot go into the pool to swim haha

connie's mad! she wanted us to swim 15 times
as in swim to the other end is 1 den back is 2 etc
but in the end we only swam 10 times
but we were very tempted to go play the slide haha
and by the way i cant swim -_-"
so i anyhow swim and when i told amanda abt it today
she laughed at me on the bus SO LOUDLY okay?!
then she started telling me all the different styles
so i told her that i think i was swimming freestyle
and she told me that i did one part incorrectly haha
no wonder i had such a hard time breathing HEH -_-""
i bet amanda must be laughing like a madwoman again
when reading this now hahaha
and the slide made me feel so suffocated
i dun like that kinda slide
i prefer the open one then i can see the world! LOL!

we went to the lazy pool next
its like you can swim so fast like that
cause of the current haha
after like 2 rounds in the lazy pool
sarah and i decided to go against the current!
both of us held hands and walked against the current!
its was really difficult okay?
especially at certain area where its super strong
then we had to hide in the water when we see lifeguards
just in case they scold us
it'll be so malu if they whistle at us
imagine how loud it's gonna be hahha

then we went to the "playground" area
we were all waiting for that HUGE pail of water up there
and i think we looked like some retards hahah
when i was going up to play the mini slide
i was stopped by the guard =P
because we gotta be under 12 years old OR
under 120m to use the slide
well i couldnt remember
was so pai seh until i quickly ran away! hahaha!
and then we went to the MASSAGE POOL!
i so love it you know? hahaha
then i purposely focus on my tummy area
cause i want it to be smaller LOL
starting was so ticklish! then i laughed to myself
and the girls laughed at me -_-"
it's as if like we owned that pool like that hahaha

i think it sucks if you forgot ur wallet when u r out
well that happened to me yesterday
i only had 2 bucks with me lor -_-"
but i survived with that 2 bucks
because the entrance fees to the swimming complex was 80 cents
because we're all below 18 years old hahahah

now something v interesting
just when i was blogging
amanda come talk to me and said this to me
I BOUGHT BRAS! -_-"""""

okay back to point
i really love the swimming session yesterday hahah (=
i would definitely go with them again next time! =D

something v interesting happened again HAHA
my brothers are squeezing orange juice now
then yixin brought one big cup to the living room
and asked: WHO WANTS?
shiying: I WANT I WANT, CAUSE IM GONNA SHOWER ALREADY!
JI DAN GAO! such a big cup but so little orange juice! -_-"
then she showed me the content inside HAHAHAHA!
then the living room was filled with laughters! =D

i just had a few sips of the apple juice my brothers made
and its super nice okay?
because lotsa efforts put into it also! hahah! =D
i really think mingshun can be a chef or something
he seems to be always doing something with FOOD! LOL! =P

okay back to yesterday
i had pw meeting at jp library after swimming
waited like 40 mins for taahira?
which was nothing really unusual -_-"
i was so famished until i could eat up an elephant! HAHA!
so i reached home around 815
had dinner rested for awhile
and i fell asleep! =P
kept waking up though
but ended up really sleeping at 11 like that
at around 1030 i woke up
and hurriedly wenta wash up
because i know that if i were to drag a lil longer
im sure i wun be able to sleep already haha

and today i woke up super early lah!
woke up at like 7 plus? i was like WOAH!
why did i wake up so early??
go back to sleep lah! hahaha!
but i couldnt! so i just closed my eyes and rested till 9 -_-"
showered, read newspaper while eating biscuits
and off i went to school! haha!
met up with xinee and wenta school together!

today's maths lecturer was super ultra slow okay?
as slow as a snail or tortoise or whatever you want haha!
but i did learn something lah haha
geometric progression
sigma notation and method of differences! haha! (=
then i had a short pw meeting with joseph
and i left with amanda!
we wenta have lunch at jec! kobayashi! =D
been so long since i ate with her there
both of us tried new dishes today
rather than those that we always buy one haha
then we had a not-too-short-but-not-too-long chat! (=
so she met up with her sis michelle and wenta town
while i went home and i did my physics! =D

i shall do some more work after this
or maybe just go to sleep
cause i gotta go school for maths at 830 tmr =(
but nvm im sure its gonna be another GREAT day! =D

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

just updated the ipod
and i realised michelle branch's songs are nice! =D
and amanda sent me a song by tyler hilton
"when it comes" if im not wrong
the music is nice but i dun understand the lyrics
and im eating jackfruit now! (if im not wrong)
i only know the chinese name, not sure of the english one
its some big green fruit thats green with rough surface
but the part that can be eaten is inside
and its orange in colour
havent been eating this for long
i think its quite a rare fruit?
since i seldom get to eat it? =P
maybe got season that kinda thing
it has a pretty strong smell as well haha

anyway today's lecture was pretty alright
at least now i understand AP haha
and stupid cjj is so kiam pah
i was right infront of him for like 30 secs
and he couldnt recognise me!!
so many ppl couldnt recognise me lah! =(
anyway i just cant stand this freaking hair lah
but im trying to get use to it
and trying to accept it haha
had lunch with amanda and xiangfeng
we ate at the market near jj haha
and amanda and i had chicken porridge!
and its damn delicious lah!
one bowl of porridge with a plate of chicken meat
and we couldnt finish it -_-"
i cant believe that i cant finish the porridge
because of the fact that its porridge hahah

bought the YOU mag with hebe as the cover page! =D
and i love reading the mag!
actually i havent really read it
i let the others in my family to read first haha
i should be reading them when im free haha
today's once again a rather slack day =(
i still got physics and maths to finish
and i saw jeslyn's physics
its like so thick until its like a book?
thats really freaking me out!!
and i've got chem lecture tmr
its gonna be on chemical energetics -_-"
and netball training!
tmr's training's gonna be swimming OHMY
i had to go dig and dig for my swimming suit
then my mum found it and passes it to me
i checked and saw that it's hers
den she told me that i should wear hers
because she thinks that i cant fit into mine =(
craps im fat =(
and its been like 6 or more years since i last wenta swimm
hope that i dun drown tmr hahaha

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

it took me so much time and effort today
just to get out of the house hahaha
anyway today mr suren woke me up
i was so shocked to get a call from him
like so out of the blue? haha
i jumped up to answer his call
cause its comfirmed some important things
he asked me to get the marks of the chem written assignment
from the WHOLE CLASS!
and i only started calling at like 10 30 pm??
i totally forgot about it =P
its tough being a rep heh

went school for netball training
but in the end wenta gym instead
anyway the gym at jurong west is freaking hell BIG!
so much bigger than the one at jurong east
the equipments super good also haha
and they say wanna go swimming for wednesday's training
oh my!! i wonder if i can still find my swimming suit haha
it has been like around 5 to 6 years since i last went for swimming
i think im gonna drown
if not i would be saved by the fats in my body
which will be enough to help me stay afloat HAHA!

okay it's past 12
so its yeeleen's birthday already
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my DEAREST YEELEEN!
the ever so FUNKY RETARDED CRAZY & FABULOUS
NETBALL COACH NG YEE LEEN!! =D

and i called my dearest junior khoo xuening today
she's still as silly as ever hahaha
i asked her about yeeleen's birthday haha
den chatted for awhile also (=
so they lost to singapore sports school by 10
tonight in the national league
but it was a game well played i guess =D
and they bought a cake
and had an early celebration with yeeleen! (=
xuening was complainging to me like mad
about how dirtyand rough sss were HAHA
take care lah girl! get well soon! =D

and look below regarding the founders day dinner
dress code is black or white
or anything broadway
can someone tell me the meaning of broadway? haha!

past vs present 2007!

founders day dinner 2007! (=

Monday, June 18, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

im back from malaysia
with a freaking UGLY new haircut
i totally HATE it to the core
it sucks like hell! im so angry! im so pissed!
and im so sad! =(

i was talking to my brother when my hair was being cut
by the time i turned and look into the mirror
it was like GONE! my hair's gone! so SHORT!
im emo-ing like helll now
cause of my hair =( sighs
i was complaining to amanda like hell
said stupid things like
quitting school cause the hair v ugly haha
and wash hair every one hour to let the hair grow
if not i go cut botak etc
all those stupid craps lah hahaha

anyway the trip back was pretty alright
EXCEPT for the hair part =(
my lil aunt and her husband went back as well
the last time i saw them was chinese new year haha
and i watched tc for the whole of saturday night
like i said thats nothing to do over there -_-"
and the other fun part was driving car again
im now so much more confident at driving car lah
its like if u ask me go drive now
i'll just go ahead instead of whinning beforehand haha
i drove around the village at NIGHT once again
no idea why im always driving at night also haha
this time round not just my dad only
my brother was also in the car haha
then he kept complaining that i v slow
but if i drive too fast confirmed will get scolding one
i think my dad will say things like
you just learned only and now you want to drive fast already
then my dad told me i can drive car alreaday hahah
but actually still cannot lahh
i havent learnt how to reverse and stuff hahha
but i still got lotsa time to learn so no worries hahaha (=

and i woke up really really late the next day
well thats cause i slept at 2 plus am hahah
but my bro was nice to help me tapo my favourite roti prata
then my dad passed me a converse bag
told me that wanteng passed it to me
and it was really a surprise haha
she didnt come back but she asked her dad to pass to me
it's really pretty leather converse bag!
but it WHITE! im too scared to use it le
i think i'll dirty it v easily hahah
even shiying and amanda think that it's nice hahha (=
at least shiying got see the bag
but amanda already thinks that its nice cause of the color combi
which is white and green HAHAHa weirdo
anyway i kinda like green nowadays so its okay! (=

anyway im emo-ing like hell now lahh =(
life is so full of UPs and DOWNs mannnnn
my cousin told me that i have v small head now
no link HAHAHA

You have succeeded in life
when all you really want
is only what you really need.

-- Vernon Howard

Make a decision, even if it's wrong.

-- Jarvis Klem

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

done with reading amanda's blog
and here i am, blogging! haha!
amanda's like even more random than me lah!
she doesnt jump to anywhere like me
she's even more powerful, she JUMPS! HAHAHA!
it just so happened that we were on the phone
when she was blogging haha
anyway i suddenly have the urge to do some chemistry
den i came across a question that made me v confused
and so i called her
cause she was the first person that came into my mind

and my cousin was like saying that im crazy
for calling someone at such unearthly hour hahaha
yeah quite lah 12 am in t he morning?
then i was saying
i can kill myself if she's asleep now HAHA
and she picked up the call in 2 secs!
i knew it! =D
she wouldnt spend her holidays sleeping so early one!! (=
and one chem question led on to a 30 min chat
on all kinds of rubbish
we gonna chiong like hell next week
woohoo! im pretty excited abt it
though that means the holidays are coming to an end =(
but there's always a start & an end
thats like a fact that can never be changed?
just like the chinese saying
tian wu bu san zhi yan xi IF im not wrong
i've lost touch with my beloved chinese
but im glad that i'm still reading chinese newspapers
and watching chinese news and conversing in chinese at home (=
chinese is still part of my life! yay!! =D

woots and i havent packed for the trip back to msia tmr
i shall just throw some clothes into my bag and thats all?
or should i bring my homework back as well?
i think i'll just bring some back with me lah
so that i can do it when im free! =D
since i confirmed wun be able to sleep at night
and theres no computer?
oh yeah i can bring bethany back too!
havent been writing for ages hahaha

anyway today my bro and i chionged maple like hell
chionged until now 50%
which is really hard cause my character is now lvl 48 HAHA!
okay maple's getting boring haha
im gonna delete it after maple's birthday HAHAHAHA!! =P

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i spent the whole of yesterday
doing chemistry and mapling lol
afternoon was all spent on chemistry since there was no internet
stupid starhub was having maintenance -_-"
of all days choose the june holidays
then i started installing maple in the evening
but only started playing at night
and my brothers were so excited
because it's maple's birthday
it's quite dumb right
kids can get so happy over a virtual character's birthday -_-"

and today i didnt go training cause i wasnt feeling well
i was like struggling to get out of the bed
but it was like so painful until i couldnt move
so i had to sms sarah and it just so happened
that connie's unable to go training also
she had wanted me to get the key from her
the key to get the balls for training
sarah & i came up with a plan B thru sms
it was until everything's settled
could i go back to rest peacefully
sounds wrong HAHAHAHA

i had to go to jp to pay my hp bill in the afternoon
because starhub called up my mum yesterday
and obviously i got scolded
i was just too lazy to go pay up =P
and amanda wanted to get her 20 bucks with me
cause she got a dinner tonight haha

woo im going back to malaysia on saturday
but my bro yixin is going tmr
cause he's going to collect his ic!
malaysian make ic at 12 hahaha
my dad is also going back on sat
he's so gonna make me go driving again
and im so gonna get scoldings from him
because i've lost touch already hahaha
so long never drive already bleah
anyway im pretty excited about going back lah
cause i'll be able to eat my favourite roti prata!! =D

One should count each day a separate life.

-- Seneca

Do not hire a man who does your work for money,
but him who does it for love of it.

-- Henry David Thoreau

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

CLICK HERE!!!
today had been good as well (=
wenta school at 10 and had pw meeting
joseph is so cool lah
i called and ask him where he was and he's at home
den he reached school in like 5 mins?! hahaha!
well thats cause he cycles to school! lol!
then he went back after that to get the windows office to lend me
anyway we came up with the survey questions today
better than not doing anything haha
jj is still the same except for his dyed hair
i was so dumb lah
cause i din noe until ppl asked him abt it lol
and jeslyn cut her hair! hahaha!

geog lecture was at 1130 i thought its at 11 lah
and i saw yuliang and amanda in school also
amanda is still acting cute everywhere she goes AS USUAL! HAHAHA!
the topic today was harder as compared to the previous ones
and had tutorial after that
so i as hungry until i can eat a person! lol!
its so fun with jeslyn and junjie around
the class would be so lively and high
when the 3 of us are together haha!
cause we can laugh over small little things! =D
went home with jeslyn and met angela! (=

though i was v vv hungry then
i bought bread for lunch because it was late afternoon then
and i have no idea what to eat at all
sick of the food at gek poh already haha
i ate 4 kaya and butter breads!(=
i dunno why i like the combination of kaya and butter so much lol

i did some house work and installed microsoft office
its so good to have office lah! (=
and i napped for like half an hour
my lil bro was cute to tell me not to sleep
because he knows that i wun be able to sleep at night after that (=
and my lil bro got scolded by my father when he nv go swimming today
so he HAS to run tomorrow morning!! HAHAHAH!
perhaps i can run with him! (=

liyana recommended me a very good online survey website
it makes my job so much much much easier! thanks LIYANA!
and this is the website! click HERE! (=

amanda and xinee wanna go ice skating tmr
but its like not many people going?
so i dun think im going already its not fun haha SORRY!!
the class is like gonna do homework together in school tmr
but from 10 to 2,thats pretty short lahh haha

i dunno what im gonna do tmr
theres like so many things to do
maybe i stay at home and pia my homework
if only i can really do that! HAHAHA!

Monday, June 11, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

today has been a rather fruitful day (=
well i a=had problems falling asleep again last night
i tried listening to songs read books and exercise
but just couldnt sleep heh
only managed to finally sleep at around 2 plus 3
and waking up at 7am the next day =(
im glad that i did manage to get up lah
had to psycho myself to wake up the night before
like keep saying to myself: tmr MUST wake up at 7!
and i did it! =D

training was productive as well i guess?
we did lotsa new things!
as in new things for the newbies haha
taught them ball handling wall passes and dodges etc
ended with a short game of street netball haha
and we had lunch at the market again!
but so sad that the dessert stall not opened lah
and we saw jietong with a guy
she was so super pai seh lah! HAHAH!

i went home to shower and met up with amanda
and my cousin and yixin saw her waiting for me
while they were coming up hahaha!
by the way it was the cousin who was interested
in making friends with amanda hahahah!
well so i managed to do 2 and a half chapters
of the chemistry june assignment
and amanda finished like almost everything already lah
still complaining that she v slack
who's the slack one?? hoo xin yi lor! -_-'
i just started doing TODAY
and i've no idea when's the common test lah
some said one week after school reopens
some said 3rd week of july
i shall go ask mr goh tmr hahah

the singers for today's campus superstars are all pretty good
i cant stand m4 that guy
he's so comical!! he's from queensway hahah
i wonder who will be out tonight
the results gonna be out SOON!!

so tmr im gonna have my FIRST pw meeting during hols
gonna have geog lecture and tutorial tmr too!
im excited abt geog! =D

Remember that what you believe
will depend very much on what you are.

-- Noah Porter

Of one thing I am certain,
the body is not the measure of healing
- peace is the measure.

-- George Melton

Anger is never without Reason,
but seldom with a good One.

-- Benjamin Franklin

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i've just finished planning tmr's training with sarah online
had so much fun planning with her haha
kept laughing and stuff
then say next time wanna take up umpiring and coaching courses LOL
tmr's gonna be a session on basics
and angela was pretty happy abt it
because its not just pure running now HAHAHA
and i hope i can wake up tmr man!
im looking forward to tmr's training pretty much haha

and my cousin is so irritating
asked me to tell amanda that he wanna noe her -_-"
den kept looking at my convo
which i totally detest! RRRAHHHH!!!
today shall be my last day of holiday
i shall start revising and doing work from tmr onwards
hopefully i can do it! =D

Have patience awhile; slanders are not long-lived.
Truth is the child of time;
erelong she shall appear to vindicate thee.

-- Immanuel Kant

What you are is a question only you can answer.

Lois McMaster Bujold, The Warrior's Apprentice, 1986

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

felt like i've been wasting my life away
these few days haha
lol but nvm
im sure thats gonna stop soon! (=

anyway today i was rather pissed with everything
but not anymore now (=

Good communication is as stimulating
as black coffee and just as hard to sleep after.

-- Anne Morrow Lindbergh, 'Gift From the Sea'

Winning is important to me,
but what brings me real joy
is the experience of being fully engaged
in whatever I'm doing.

-- Phil Jackson

It's wonderful what we can do if we're always doing.

-- George Washington

Friday, June 08, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i dunno what ive been doing for the whole of today
seem to only remember the netball training
and EAT -_-" HAHAHA
yeah thats all i remembered
cause the rest was all sleeping haha
i woke up at 7 am to shower and get ready
reached before 8 and waited for people to come
training started with only 6 people
how pathetic eh?
one came and joined at like 9 plus
one round warm up stretch and 2.4 hahaha
now i dun hate running THAT much already
maybe cause ive been running quite alot recently haha
anyway today's training was just physical
and i dun really like what was planned
sometimes i cant stand her bleah
anyway sarah & i are gonna plan next training
it's not just physical then!
we gonna focus on basics for the newbies! =)
so what if you have super good fitness
when you know NOTHING about that sport?
moderation lah learn the basics and rules too!

and we were super hungry after training
chionged to the market to have lunch haha
i only had a packet of biscuits before training
and i had fishball noodles! recommended by angela haha
and i had cold chng teng after that! =D
okay i dunnno how to spell that hahaha
i went home showered did some chores
and SLEEP
right from 2 plus pm till 5 plus pm
and i had dinner the moment i FINALLY got up HAHAHA!
anyway i've gained 5 kg during my 6 months in jj
can you see how delicious jj food is?
and amanda leong gained 4 kg too! HAHAHAH!

and now my bro is bugging me to play mahjong with him
im also waiting for my pw group to come online
i wonder where the hell are they man

oh so yesterday wenta orchard with amanda & joelynn
amanda just kept on disturbing me
that girl's becoming more & more man
and i bought an off shoulders belt and something else
which ive foorgotten hahah
anyway it was fun shopping with the girls
joelynn spent the most lah haha
she bought a pair of jeans & a top from f21
and a pair of v comfortable heels! (=
reached home around 8 plus haha

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

okay i just had a few games of mahjong with my bro & cousin!
i wasnt playing in the first place actually
then my lil bro ming shun suddenly ran off
saying that he needa shit -_-"
so i've got no choice but to take over him
because i was the only one present to take over haha

today's a weird day
one cousin went back to malaysia
and another cousin came haha
this time the cousin's shiying's brother haha

well so today was supposed to go je library
but my other cousin asked me to help him wait for a call
so i didnt go haha
but i did some revision on my own too! =D
havent been doing work for so long
and i felt really slack
so its time to start doing things now haha

and i'll be having training tmr
it's like the first training after like so long
and my body is aching abit
due to yesterday's gym session

and i found out something very interesting
miss lee cp & mr lee ym are siblings!!
so interesting lah! but not 100% true yet
im gonna confirm it! hahaha!

The greatest minds are capable of the greatest vices
as well as of the greatest virtues.

-- Rene Descartes, 'Le Discours de la Methode,' 1637

You don’t have to specialize
- do everything that you love and then,
at some time,
the future will come together for you in some form.

-- Francis Ford Coppola

Genuine beginnings begin within us,
even when they are brought to
our attention by external opportunities.

-- William Bridges

Everything has its wonders,
even darkness and silence,
and I learn whatever state I am in,
therin to be content

-- Helen Keller

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

im feeling abit tired now haha
though i had lotsa sleep today
wenta the gym for like 2 hours
did lotsa things lah haha
ran 10 mins at the start and another 10 at the end
oh wells nothing much to say
i hop i'll sleep early tonight! =D

this is like the first time that mypost is so short
but i dun care hahaha

The only true happiness comes from
squandering ourselves for a purpose

-- William Cowper

The victory of success is half won
when one gains the habit of
setting goals and achieving them.
Even the most tedious chore will become
endurable as you parade through
each day convinced that every task,
no matter how menial or boring,
brings you closer to fulfilling your dreams.

-- Og Mandino

He who wrestles with us strengthens our nerves
and sharpens our skill. Our antagonist is our helper.

-- Edmund Burke

Monday, June 04, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

my dad just came and ask me to stop using the com too much
and asked whether ive been reading the newspaper uh oh
i din even know he cares abt whether i read newspaper HAHA
but actually i've been reading newspaper lah!
i always read in the day one if not late at night
so he din see me reading it! HAHA!
but i havent been reading the straits times =X
my current affairs file! mr soh is so gonna kill me! =P

and i really love the small little shawn in campus stars!
he's so young so small and cute!
and he sings so well!!!!!! vote for him! =D lol!
the gym training tmr is changed from 8 am to 3 pm -_-"""
i want it in the morning!!!

my body clock is changing already
or rather changed haha
now i wake up at 11 am -_-"" gosh
i gotta change it!!!
btw im now so good at halo you know??
im like better than yixin!
when we play the cooperatative one
he died a few times but i still havent! =D =D =D
and i downloaded maple last night
it's so boring now and kinda lag
but i still played until like 12 last night heh
but just keep doing party quest only haha
just to gain exp to level up lah lol

A friend told me that each morning
when we get up we have to decide
whether we are going to save or savor the world.
I don't think that is the decision.
It's not an either-or, save or savor.
We have to do both, save and savor the world.

-- Kate Clinton

Make all you can, save all you can, give all you can.

-- John Wesley

Success isn't permanent, and failure isn't fatal.

-- Mike Ditka

What helps luck is a habit of watching for opportunities,
of having a patient, but restless mind,
of sacrificing one's ease or vanity,
of uniting a love of detail to foresight,
and of passing through hard times bravely and cheerfully.

-- Charles Victor Cherbuliez

A good hockey player plays where the puck is.
A great hockey player plays where the puck is going to be.

-- Wayne Gretzky

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

today was pretty boring haha
nothing much happened
except that my mum and bros are bak from malaysia
and my cousin kai jun too haha
and once again he started telling me that amanda's pretty -_-"
and he's asking me to intro amanda to him
amanda must be grinning from ear to ear when reading this HAHA!
and these are the pictures!
there are more actually haha
but i guess i shall just pick some out of the many (=

hello! =D

me & jacinda!

i can play pool okay? (=

yay! (=

mel & i! (=

vanessa! (=

melisa! (=

qihui! (=

me & joanne! (=

me & vanessa! (=

weixin qihui sarah xinyi jiapei! (=

what's jeraldine doing? -_-"

we are the champs for the 987654321th season campus superstars! HAHA!

we weren't singing okay? we posed for this! (=

melisa & i! (=

There is an alchemy in sorrow.
It can be transmuted into wisdom, which,
if it does not bring joy, can yet bring happiness.

-- Pearl Buck

When a deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive.

-- Alan Paton

It is not enough to aim; you must hit.

-- Italian Proverb

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Life became so meaningful with you around.

yesterday was the farewell and it was a really looonngg day

i'd been out since around 12 noon till 11 plus at night

and i've just uploaded the pics! =D haha!

and i never upload all just in case someone complains again! haha!

so i'll upload the remaining ones in the next post! ;)

we met up at jurong east control station

and in the end pearlyn, the person who asked us to wear

the "boys just dun get it" shirt din come -_-"

what's worst was that only weixin & i wore that haha

i thought all the j1s will be wearing that lor

so quite a few din turn up and we ended up

only having 6 j1s running the whole thing

which is like what the hell lah

connie weixin & i i/c of food

while angela sarah & jessica i/c for games and equipments

it started drizzling while we were walking to IMM

and i think shopping for food is fun also! haha!

some more we have budget

and everything we buy we have to record down

and lookout for the cheapest one etc hahaha

and we had to pick prawns and squids!

that's the worst part! because it stinks!

and i love to eat nuggets! =D

anyway weixin & i had lunch at burger king after shopping

and we saw some recording going on

2 groups of students selling drinks and its really dumb lah

selling cold drinks inside IMM?

when there's so many food & drinks stalls around already

want to sell also sell outdoor lah haha

and they were screaming and shouting for people to patronize them -_-"

then we cabbed down to sarah's house!

started preparing for the things and stuff

decorated the function room prepared the food etc haha

weixin & i started playing pool while waiting (=

we're just so noob okay? haha

the rest is all the bbq-ing etc haha

and sarah booked to many rooms lah!

she booked the function room, pool room and the ktv room! haha!

weixin just loves to sing lah haha and melisa too!

karo & i kept playing pool

and she lost everything! she's so noob!

even when she's leading, she still can lose! -_-"

cause she hit the black ball in too early

if not is hit both the black and white ball in

ultimate noob! LOL!

and the marshmallow siyun bbq-ed for us was just so delicious!

i used to not like marshmallows after one bad experience

but after eating siyun's i think i like it now! :)

then i started singing with connie! HAHA!!

it's so fun singing with her! =D

and everything ended with the prize presentation

and below are the photos of the presentation! (:

now i dunno whats wrong with blogger
dunno whats wrong with the spacing haha