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Monday, June 30, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

Monday's gone and Tuesday's coming! June's ending and July's coming! Euro's over and A levels's coming! -_-" Well I got back my geography common test paper early in the morning, and I managed to pass (: As well as the MCQ for chemistry common test -_-" But it was really a PASS for chemistry :/ 50.0% hohoho! -_-" So I'm gone once I fail my paper 2 O.o Enough about the tests! CJJ put chocolates into Cuthbert's burger today and it's damn funny please! I think the burger's damn yucky and it was molested by CJJ's dirty hand!

Extra ingredients in Cuthbert's burger

& he's happy with what he's done :/

Day's spent with Amanda at JP after school! (: It's our weekly BFF day again hahaha! i copied my geography mindmap and did quantum 2 tutorial and I dun like quantum 2 :( & We'll be having a 2 hour nuclear physics lecture after school tmr :/ Seriously, I think our physics department's damn screwed up :/ All the other subjects have alr completed the syllabus except physics :/ Oh welllsss!!! A whole day with your butt sticking to the seat isn't good at all :/ My butt's numb argh! & I couldn't sit still :/

A long day tomorrow! But I shall just look forward to it! (:

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

Chemistry test on Monday's horrendous!!! :///// I couldnt do physical chemistry, I lack lots of practice :( I was stucked at the very first question :( confidence level dropped to the bottom pit ohmygosh!!! & my electrochmistry sucks to the max, I skipped it completely! :/ & my organic chemistry's like neither here nor there :/// I'm just praying for a pass :///

Tuesday was yet another horrifying day because of the physics test on AC current,EM and EMI! I didn't even understand the questions and just stared at them! The questions that im confident of's only the definition questions! :/

Anyway I bought this heart gummy from Kbox and it looked so niceee! It's nice to see, but ONLY okay to eat HAHAHA! Perhaps the green apple one is nicer hahaha! (:

And this is the sticker taken from the packet! Jeslyn drew the picture while I coloured the hair! :D I think it's so cute! :D

Thursday's bread day cause I had breakfast made by Jes & Kat! (: I'm so lucky to have them k! My breakfast provider hahaha! :P & we saw this lizard outside LT 5! it's sooo yuckyy! I dunno how Jes can stand so near it just to take a photo of it? I would have freaked out! the actual size is much smaller than this picture!!! :OOOOOOO

Anyway I spent the whole day at home today and rested alot since I wasnt feeling well again! :( This can't continue anymore! I gotta studyyyyyyyy!!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

Life sucks when school's starting
Life sucks when theres a test on the first day of school
Life sucks even MORE when you are sick :(

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

as high as 38.7! Beat that NOW! :/

One whole day wasted cause I'm sick :( I skipped 500 times in the morning and fell sick soon after. I'm not implying that skipping makes you sick of course -_-" I had a super bad sore throat in the day. It hurts whenever I swallowed some saliva :( But I'm better now (: Hopefully I can recover later tonight :/ I got so much to do :(

Friday, June 20, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

A heavy load off my mind now that the maths test is over! :D I think I need lots and lots of practice for maths :/ I was doing so slow and spent quite alot of time STARING at the questions! -_-"" I'm only asking for a pass in maths :/ & now its time for chemistry and physics!! TESTS TESTS TESTS & MORE TESTS! :( :(

Had Botak Jones for lunch with CJJ and Kat! (: & I caught You don't Mess With The Zohan! It's quite funny and talked abit abt israel and palestine conflict in a funny way haha! So it's abt PEACE! :D Walked around in NTUC for a long long time, but I like it! (:

gosh it's already friday :(

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I wanna go night cycling! :D:D:D:D:D after A levels it shall be! hahaha! :D :D Amanda's latest entry is damn random and funny! :D:D:D Anyway life sucks when holidays are ending. I seriously think that MOE should do something abt the education system, because holidays are NEVER holidays for the schoolies in Singapore. Instead of letting us to recharge/revise during holidays, they give us tons and tons of homework :/

Monday, June 16, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I shall post my handwriting analysis since Amanda's alr up! There's this handwriting analysis thing which's really cool and perhaps you should try it! ;) Try it HERE! :D

Hoo uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.The circumstances when Hoo does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.Hoo will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.Hoo is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Hoo doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Hoo will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Hoo's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Hoo slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Hoo can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Hoo is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Hoo basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Hoo is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Hoo has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Hoo fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Hoo has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Hoo just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Hoo finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I'm so damn tired now even though I had 10 hours of sleep and I only walked for 4 hours in Vivo City -_-" I've no idea how some people can shop for the whole day :/ I had much fun with Amanda today! There's a point where I started laughing non-stop SO LOUDLY that everyone's looking at me :/ But do I look like I care when I'm having so much fun with my bestie? :D NO! :D

I saw this pair of gays when I was going to meet Amanda at Vivo :/ So damn yucky! We also saw a guy who's transforming into a women, I think he needs money, as he's only making changes to his appearance like nail colour, make up, heels, bags, but not the facial part and perhaps the "youknow" that part :/ But I think it's really brave of them, but please dun stop halfway lah! Cause I find In-between damn disgusting! :/

Amanda's tomato-ish + cooked lobster-ish + chilli-ish red today! :P I think her skin gets burned easily, go read her blog and you'll know (: After like 18 years of living and 10 years of netball-ing, I havent even peeled a single time and I think that sucks! :/ Everytime when I'm burned, I'll be red on the first and second day(which I love it totally :D ) but freakingly BLACK on the third day! :( But I swear that i'm actually damn hell freaking fair! I think amanda's gonna laugh when she sees this -_-" believe it or anot HAHAH!

Anyway I think im super dehydrated :/ I needa drink more water! cause I feel like I'm falling sick alr :( But I'll stop that from happening! ;)

To do anything truly worth doing,
I must not stand back shivering
and thinking of the cold and danger,
but jump in with gusto
and scramble through as well as I can.

-- Og Mandino

Friday, June 13, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

my grandma! :D

I'm finally back in Singapore! :D :D :D I really can't stand the days spent in Malaysia without my family with me, even though I have many relatives around to take care of me! First day of stay's like: I visit one house and they'd ask have you eaten? why not you eat here? It's the same thing for every house I go to, & I was damn touched (: So basically I spent tuesday and wednesday settling the NS stuff and my cousin's nice enough to accompany me for breakfast and supper ;) & I must say that I'm very well taken care of by my ErJiuMu & grandma! :D

I stayovered at my grandma's house for two day to accompany her, watched tv and chatted etc. It's the company that matters you know, sometimes don't even need to talk (: & my grandma's so cute! One day she asked me what I want to eat, den I said I want lady's fingers and fanshuye! & she cooked that for me the next morning, at like 4 plus 5am!!!! You know, old people sleep v lil so they wake up very early hahah! & she started waking me up at 8 to eat :/ & she bought my fav roasted pork as well! I love the roasted pork over there!! :D :D Like every meal I eat also got roasted pork gosh :/ FATASS mann! :( & today she bought me breakfast immediately when I said what I wanna eat! SO NICE RIGHT! :D :D :D Everyone's just damn nice to eat, scared I starve like that hahha! But hey! I'm 18 alr lorrrr!! I know how to take care of myself! :D ErJiuMu's saying seeyousoon when I left this afternoon, then I said "that will be long long time later HAHAHHA!" I wun be going back cause I'm taking As this year. But I'm pretty sure that I'll be going back on the 7th Sept weekend cause it's my 5th uncle's wedding! :D

To be honest, it's a really peaceful and nice place to stay at for a few days, but not when I'm alone or when I still have so many things to worry about! I shld have brought some of my friends back mann!! Cause my Dad's like saying, you could have asked your friends to come back with you what! Then Youo won't be so lonely alr! But too bad cause Amanda CONFIRMED cannot come w me one hahaha! oh wells! perhaps in the future ;) That's about it, I'm just blogging randomly (: & I hope the NS thing's settled for now ;)

With the gift of listening comes the gift of healing.

-- Catherine de Hueck

Never chase a lie. Let it alone, and it will run itself to death.

-- Lyman Beecher

True humor is fun - it does not put down, kid, or mock.

It makes people feel wonderful,

not separate, different, and cut off.

True humor has beneath it the understanding

that we are all in this together.

-- Hugh Prather

Monday, June 09, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I'll be going back to Malaysia for, I dunno how long :( :( I hate it, especially when I'll be going back alone :( :( :( That sucks :( :( :(

I just hope that I'll be back as soon as possible or I'll miss the people here so much :/ Please study hard when I'm not around k Amanda! I haven't been seeing you for quite long! Please take care okay! & thanks for the call last night! I was damn touched and happy! :D Hope everyone will have a great week ahead! :D

You are not here merely to make a living.
You are here to enable the world to live more amply,
with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement.
You are here to enrich the world.
You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand.

-- Woodrow Wilson

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I'm feeling so damn ARGH now argh!!!! ://////// I just received the letter regarding the NS in Msia. I seriously have no idea what the hell is wrong with my relatives!! Couldn't they read the freaking pink card?! Well I'm supposed to have already received a package that contains lots of papers like health checkup and postponing etc, but I haven't! Thats cause no one's around to sign when the freaking postman came and now it's back to Post Office for me to collect it! & the exasperating thing is that! How can anyone help me collect the package when the freaking pink card for collection is with me in SINGAPORE?! & plus I have to collect it from 29 May to 14 June!!!! & now what?! I'm only going back on 14 June, but the freaking Post Office is not opened on Saturday! How Lazy can they be?!!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

& SO?! I have to head down to school tmr have a letter written to give Msia, proving that I can't report for NS as I'm still schooling in Singapore! But I wonder if I'm able to get the letter TOMORROW, right on the spot! & if I'm able to get the letter by tmr, my Dad's gonna drive me back to Msia to settle the stuff! My dad asked me to go back on my own initially, but decided to bring me there eventually. & he's asking me to stay there for a few days to settle everything together with my cousin Kai Jun! While he'll be driving back to Singapore on the very same day I guess! I can't imagine spending a few days in Msia! That's so freaking hell boring that you might as well kill me! Like SERIOUSLY! :( :( :( :( :( :( I'm so damn angry and sad now that I can't be bothered with anything now!!!!! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

I've been feeling very sian to blog nowadays :/ Maybe cause I've got a boring life HAHA! Anywya I paiid my fine alr and I still think that it's damn retarded, esp when I read the offence that that person wrote LOL! I had the new black pepper chicken from Botak Jones today, but I still prefer the cajun chicken! :D Now I have a monkey that's constantly nodding its head infront of me LOL! :D :D

:D:D

Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile,

but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.

-- Thich Nhat Hanh

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

More photos from Miss Liang's wedding! (: Uhoh I meant Mrs Tan! (: This week's been rather eventful -_-" Getting fined at the BV Mrt control station for eating sandwich, like WHATTHEPONG?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? There's chem lect tmr! :/

We cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails.

-- Bertha Calloway

Everything you do in life, every choice you make, has a consequence.
When you do things without thinkin', then you ain't makin' the choice.
The choice is makin' you.

-- Mark Steven Johnson, Ghostrider, 2007

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Life became so meaningful with you around.

With so many people in my house now, I'm seriously going crazy because it's so noisy!! :/ My 3rd Aunt and her family came here from Malaysia, & they just went to Zoo today. Talking about Zoo, it has been ages since I last went there! I'm so gonna go there after A levels this year! I shall visti my relatives there wahahaha! :P Okay & I think they'd most probably be staying here for the night, & I really have no idea how they gonna do that -_-" Well well I shall just leave it to my mum, she's good at doing these things :/ & I have a very strong feeling that there'll be more people in my room tonight :/ I had s super heart attack this afternoon till my feet turned cold ohmygoodness that was REALLY SCARY! :/

Alrighty back to yesterday's wedding (: Miss Liang is now Mrs Tan! :D The wedding service turned out to be like a reunion for us, meeting secondary school friends, since we aren't the ones getting married hahah! But it's nice seeing them exchange vows/rings etc (: We're the witnesses of their marriage! :D & I really missed having chapels back in Fairfield, where we'll be singing songs together (: I still enjoyed it though I'm not a believer in christianity, I take the one hour per week session as a form of relaxation (: Imagine everyone singing songs together (: & truefully some christian songs are really nice (: No one says that you must be a christian to listen to christian song; be a chinese to listen to listen to mandarin songs; be a japanese to listen to japanese songs etcccc HAHAH! Oh yeah the food's really nice! :D & there's this funny incident!

Amanda:"Omg the food's so nice, Mr Tan's damn rich"
Xin Yi: " Who says only Mr Tan paying? They share cost what."
Amanda: "Why they spend so much on food?"
US: "MARRIAGE IS ONCE IN A LIFETIME WHAT!"

We burst out laughing at Amanda :/ Anyway, I cant rmb the exact words, but thats just roughly the conversation (: Yup Yup and it's really nice meeting my beloved SC EXCO! :D I really missed the times of us meeting up so frequently for planning events as well as running camps together! :D :D Those were the times (: Talking about marriage, I think it's so wonderful but yet scary at the same time. Wonderful cause you'll be spending your life with your love and knowing that ur love will always be there for you and supporting you (: But scary because of a new chapter of unknowns and the rising divorce rate as well as changing family structures around us :( Once-in-a-lifetime marriages seem so hard to come by :/

By the way the wedding service's like so damn cool because Joy & Caleb(batch of 2007) sang a song for Mr & Mrs Tan, as well as some girls from the Fairfield choir'07! :D There were also '07 people helping out at the reception and ushering etc (: Bussed down to Amanda's after the service but there's nobody at home except for her grandfather. I thought I'd be able to see her Mum hahah! Changed and all, went down to BB macs to study! (: The new BB macs's so damn conducive for studying hahha! We tried the spicy nuggets and onion rings, I must say that BK's onion ring's still better (: You should try the spicy nuggets (: (: Mel joined us soon after (: But I guess the study session wasn't very productive cause we were all damn tired that the progress's super slow! :/ & we kinda ended up talking more than studying, we talked about the 911 attack, earthquakes and tsunami, like how the world seems to be ending soon. Oh my, that sounds so sad :(

Learn the art of patience.
Apply discipline to your thoughts when they become anxious over the outcome of a goal. Impatience breeds anxiety, fear, discouragement and failure.
Patience creates confidence, decisiveness,
and a rational outlook which eventually leads to success.

-- Brian Adams