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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

lawrence and ranen.

yummmyyy. imagine 7 people sharing a piece?

ME! at nydc on sat. 12!! nice no. haha.

my pretty thumb. =P see how much it can bend? hehe.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

woke up as usual today. 530. i woke up late. i was really v v tired. after lyk 2 days of crying. sighs. i sat down for a while. thinking. thinking abt how im gonna handle e situation later on. so wenta shower n stuff. took 99 to clementi macs. meeting some friends to have breakfast. we were lyk as per normal. joking and chatting. everyone juz sorta forget abt the thing 1st. while some of e gals were rushing the jigsaw puzzle for doreen. it was damn hard la. alot same colour one lor. heh.

wenta sch. meeting room 1. rehearsed e song still and never gone. yea. after tt wenta gather in e foyer. took e bus provided by e sch there. everyone lyk quite happy oso. until when we reached there. so quiet. the sad expressions came back once again. 3f den sang e song for doreen. i jus couldnt control and cried halfway through e 1st song. sighs. how to not cry? but we were comforting one another. supporting one another.

mrs ho shared with us abt doreen. and now she finally noe why doreen was oways complaining that she's bored at home. finally noe why she couldnt wait for sch holidays to ber over to go school. coz of e great friends that she had. and lots more. sighs.

wenta see her for e one last time. she looked so happy. so peaceful. sighs. 3f gathered around while e pastor prayed. miss mano was behind huifang and me. holdin on to us. comforting and supporting us. sighs. its juz so sad la. went back to school. but i think everyone was much beta after e service. at least dey lyk get to see doreen again. noe how she was now.

some of us gathered around at e foyer. waiting for dunno hu. anyway. went for lunch at holland nydc. miss liang's treat. woah.. damn full. and fun. (= hundred fifty plus lor. bleah. mr tan was with us oso. mr lam came to join us after that. well. i hope mr lam's feeling beta now. dun feel guilty or anything. yep.

oh yea. and i heard frm wenyao abt something. dey neva sign up to go for e service today. however dey went there themselves. ya. den dey were scolded by miss lim. and kena kicked out. pity them lor. its lyk. dey went there themselves coz no more space le. but e miss lim still scold them and asked them to be in sch by 7am outside general office on monday. so bad lor. besides that. i saw some normal tech gals going there on their own too. sighs. i pity them. its lyk even e teachers pity them la. teachers lyk mr hou. mrs grace fong and mrs maria tan. it's lyk its not their fault wat. sighs.

monday is her funeral. but heard that we cant go. sighs.

//never gone

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
now may seem to be too far
But it will never separate us,
deep inside I know you are

Never gone Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone (No no no)

I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

Somehow you found a way
to see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life yea)
Never gone from me

If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye (yeah yeah)
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life)

Never gone, never far
In my heart (in my heart is where)
is where you are (you are)
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are....

let unity be our strength 3f.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

o well. i tot that i'll be able to handle it. but i was wrong. everything was alright at 1st. until when e music started. everyone gathered and settled down. while i wenta sit down. tears were already welling in my eyes. wat is it lyk to be having morning assembly without doreen? i was trying really hard to stop e tears frm falling. i tried stopping myself frm thinking. i tot that miss lim was going to announce to e whole sch. but luckily she's announcing to e lower sec in e hall. coz i noe if i were to hear it once again. i'll be....

e sky was covered with dark clouds all of a sudden when miss lim was sharing a verse. a really short one. a verse. in fact. for us. i looked up to e sky. in case of my tears rolling down. i quickly took my bag when we were dismissed. i noe i couldnt control it anymore. i broke down juz lyk tt. i dun wan to go to class. i dun wan to see that empty seat. i dun wan to.

e day was once again a long one. we spent e morning doing cards for her. many of e gals were crying. sighs.. well. we decided to sing songs for her. never gone and still.

went for counselling with some other gals after school. was already rather ok. chatted and laughed. kept telling mr lim and miss thio tt we were alright le. but actually we were not. we started crying once again when e session started. sighss..

well. going to her funeral tmr. and my eyes are now swollen frm crying. sighs.

Friday, August 26, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

im feeling really tired now. today seems to be such a long day. and a really sad day. sighs. i dunno wat to say. i dunno waht to do. i can only sae that life's fragile.

pe was jus so fun today. but something so unpredictable and unexpected jus happened. so sudden. i'm jus too tired to say anything now.

but remember. life's fragile. treasure everything that u hav now. treasure every second of your life. life is short. you dunno what's going to happen to u later. and dun take things for granted.

3f. cheer up. dun be sad anymore. take care.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

alright. anyway. last week was madness. was lyk rushing for the entrepreneurship thingy until i damn tired. had to stayed back till v late to do summore. o well. anyway. e presentation was last sat. and we got in until top 8!! screams!! cant blif it mann. so happy. din expect it oso. was juz lyk. i cant wait to get out of this competition at e start lor. haha. really wanna thank miss ng for her great help. she did alot of us lor.

dun tok abt last week le. tok abt this monday. i woke up late. expected. coz i slept late e night before. that was because i slept too much on sat. den sunday couldnt sleep. oways lyk that one. haha. i actually did lyk almost all my homework. so proud of myself. lol. supposed to hav training. den i not feeling well. as in got flu and cough. den that day e sun super bright and hot lor. until i headache. head damn pain. haha. so din go for training. wenta e chem lab to find mrs ang. asked if i could go home. she sae 430 den go. so i was inside e lab. looking at her doing experiments. until i smelled alot of different gases. faints. chlorine and stuff. den kept asking me e colour of those solutions. coz she scared her class cannot c e colour. haha. went home after that. yep.

tuesday. i went for tuition after school. so guai. bleah. was lyk kept rushing my tutor to teach finish the amaths trigo. bleah. =P

wednesday. went for meeting with some councillors for e teachers day celebrations. together with miss ng. and was late for training. (= hehe. =P training was still ok. sorta chiong home after that. coz i wanna watch superstars!! muhahah. and i had bio test e next day lor. so i was watching until i din really read e bio. so dead lor.

thurs! bio test was lyk ehhh? i dunno? heh. no comments. haha. i juz anyhow do. no training that day. but wenta the singapore poly. to receive the silver award for the national entrepreneurship convention. had so much fun. i love the sandwiches there!! kept asking yongzhi and abel to help me get. huishi oso fell in love with e sandwiches after that. haha. and yeaa. rachel meng won the 1st prize of e lucky draw!! damn funny lor!! she actually prayed to god for e tv. den sae she'll give it to e student council if she gets it. den she got it!! LOL!! and it's a samsung 15inch LCD color tv!! super slim and new design!! hahaha. chiong home to watch e superstars again!! this time oso neva study for amaths test. den i fell asleep. and suddenly jumped up at around 1145 to c e results. faints. haha. junyang's out!!! argh!!! stupid weilian. last time kicked derrick out. now kicked junyang. kiam pah!1!! but at least kelly's in. (=

friday. super screwed. the amaths test was actually auite easy lor. but then i was lyk mental block lyk that. everything forgot how to do. really wanna cry le lor!! sighs. i was super sad today. coz of e freaking amaths test. i wanna get a1 one lor. now cannot make it le. )= went for council meeting. had lunch. den wenta mgs. friendly match with them. played a total of 6 quarters. 2 extra quarters. we lost. 32-40. hmmm. wenta KAP macs to hav dinner. until i damn full. and had so much fun chatting there. ant zhang lao shi. sweating alot. until e whole shirt wet. when we hav e carnival@marina that day. damn funny lor. took bus back. e journey was longggg. frm bukit timah to jp. faints. reached home rather late. around 835 lyk tt.

anyway. tmr gonna go for tuition. den go school with amanda to ask miss liang abt chem e mole concept. moley moley. HAHA. this freaking chapter. made me so confused. den maybe go study. lol. i dun think i'll study. i cant study. i dunno how to study. faints.

so many people's birthday. now gonna wish them happy birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!! 0308
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNFENG!! 1708
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARISSA!! 1808
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIMING!! 1808

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

i lyk e effect. anyway. my amaths cum netball teacher!

miss liang! my chem cum co-form teacher!

tiff and aud sleepingg. ZZzzz...

miss ng!

miss ng again!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

my 2 retard bros and my...ehhh... nephew? i not sureee. haha.

i'm the aunt of this dude here. haha.

he's juz soooo cute.

alright. went back to malaysia. wanted to stay till wednesday. but decided to come back. felt that i have many things to do back in singapore. and i really got lots to do. o man.. so reached back around 11pm last night. den i couldnt sleep. and i finally slept at 1am. -_-"

went to school today. kinda late. haha. den dun dare to go in. so stayed at e front gate doing duty. =P someone fainted. haha. anyway. wenta marina south after that. it's juz super waste of time. so boring. den zhang lao shi made e councillors in e class to be leaders. sianz.. walked around. hmmm. one word. boring. den halfway rained. stayed in some air conditioned thingy. sat down there. dunno doing wat. resting and taking pics. miss ng's juz so super funny mann. haha.

tiff's damn hyper todayy laaa. kept taking picss. -_-" while i was super tireddd. anyway. zhang lao shi was sweating lyk hell today. tt's wat dey sae. her whole shirt wet or something. lol. yea. den was dismissed around 1pm. took class pic.

took 400A to marina bay mrt station. and i felt so stupid juz trying to find the toilet. been walking around lyk some idiots. not knowing where we wanna go. anyway. wenta orchard. wanted to catch bewitched at cine. but sold out lor!! sianz. so many ppl. had lunch at yoshinoya.

trained to jp. sold out oso. damn pissed. bought tiff's present. cabbed down to westmall. finally got betwitched lor. sianz diao. haha. anyway. it was nicee. (= damn tired.. headache....

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

yujia and me!!

another one. haha.

mary sleeping. while waiting for them to cut e neos. lol.

sleeeepppp.. 040805

after the RV friendly match. jayne and me. 050805

Life became so meaningful with you around.

hmmm. monday was ok. except that we were asked to leave our class during english to do e entre proposal. heh. that was stupid. we were rushing lyk hell. summore actually we late already lor. den mr ow calledd e organiser or something lyk tt. aiya. dun care la. so had training after school. but den i was so scared abt e chem test e next day. den kept toking abt chem stuff. lyk testing for cations and anions n stuff. lol.

had chem test on tuesday. it was pretty ok. was so damn scared when heard tt it was v difficult lor. wenta hav lunch at burger king after school. den went home. so long neva go home so early le. haha.

wednesday. had e australian math competiton. den training. yeeleen's training. played some game. prety fun. went home. tired. din do any homework at all. was watching e superstars. damn nicee. haha. den sleep le.

thurs. founders day. actually can go later one. but sec 3 got debate. so hav to reach at 745. basket. if not can sleep longer. did council duty for e service. yep. den after tt. got refreshments. got shengyang and mrs ang to help us get food. bleah. thanks ya. haha. eat until i v full. hehe. went to orchard after that. wanted to watch movie. but got no nice ones. so wenta hav lunch. den wenta walk around. bought tiff and alex's presents. spent so much time choosing lor. summore tiff's skirt i still hav to go try lor. y am i oways e one? -_-'

friday. hmmm. nothing much. got back my chem paper. pretty happy with my results. (= oh ya. den after school. e councillors got some interview thingy. sianz.. haha. den had lunch. after tt wenta river valley. which was our old holding site. played with them. e c div lost. but e b div won. 32-18!! yay!! ((= so happy lor. den took some pics with jayne. (= took 198 home after that. lalala..

gonna go back to malaysia tmr. so long neva go back le lor. aiyooo. now finally free to go back le. BUT. i got tuition tmr. den oso needa go school for e entre meeting oso. sianz.

im freaking tired now. ZZzzzzzz.....

Monday, August 01, 2005

Life became so meaningful with you around.

Me and Mr Cai! Stylo Milo. that's wat he sae. haha.

woohooo!! the councillors and one ex councillor. haha.

slacking in e council room. but not really slacking. it's resting. (=

Me, Joanne and Gina!!

Me and Mr Er! haha.

Life became so meaningful with you around.

woohooo!! finally it's overrr. the learners and leaders conferenceee. well. it was raining in e morning. so heavy summore. den we were waiting in e classroom. lyk no one came lyk tt. only 2 ppl came for e 1st paper presentation. e rest fairsians. haha. but still hav to present. -_-" waste of time. coz e 2 ppl were guys. dey of coz wun join netball right? -_-" wenta down after e talk. walked around. wenta e cca booth. den when i going up for e next presentation. some idiot come wanna fight with me. damn pissed off laaa. not as in really fight laa. as in quarrel. freaking pissed la. dene person go blame martha. den she oso pissed off. haha. den when i walking. saw nigel, cheryl and david. dey damn funny. den i complained to nigel. his junior. lol. tok for a while. den he gave me some food. hehe. shah suddenly running towards me saying tt she wanna c me present. den i was lyk. huh? 2nd cycle start le ah? went up. den no one there. we were early. -_-'

ina wenta ask ppl come c our slideshow. so been playing e slideshows for many times. until i v sianz. -_-' nigel came up. to visit his vball presentation. vball,netball soccer combined mah. haha. so bored. so played some lame games while waiting. finally e 2nd presentation. one guy came in. den my juniors came. nic. qilin. yuka. sheryl. cuifen. cant rem hu. came to support. lol. presented halfway. den christina. kim. mary. den still got dunno hu came. but dey were late. tt time was e soccer presenting le. haha. packed e things. quickly went down. waited for mary to clear e cca booth. den wenta to change into e blazer. so hotttt.

wenta foyer. gathered. walked to pri sch to hav dinner. e dinner sucks lor!! yucks... went back to fmss. getting ready for our duty. stood there. standby. den we too early standby. until all of us damn tireddd.. finally dey came down frm e hall. wa seh. den we were looking at e food. but cannot eat. haha. den mrs ang saw me and asked me over. asked whether i wanna eat. den help me get. so nice of her. haha. but i sae no. den qilin oso asked if i wanna eat. gave me one strawberry. but oso neva eat.haha. den e jesse came. he damn funny lor. a plate of strawberries. kept asking abel, joash and i to take one and eat. den we kept saying NO. but in e end still eat laaa. haha. after tt. wenta council room to rest a while. sirong got a plate of food lor. dunno how he got one. den took pics with joanne. tt was e sec 4s' last duty with us.. so sadddd.

den got cut e fairfield's bday cake. all councillors had to go to e backstage. den served e cake to e vvip and teachers. walking here and there. TIRED. next was e bb and ncc performance. damn niceeeee. (= finally over. so happy. den can eat e leftover food. haha. e soup's niceeee. quickly wenta get drinks. damn thirsty lor. went home with mary. took 99. i din sleep at all. haha.

after showering. still had to wait for my hair to dry. so slept pretty late. around 1? woke up around 9. went for tuition at 11. den blah blahh. dun wanna blog le. haha. chem and chi tests on tues!!!